March of Domination

the beauty of death

2010-09-06T00:16:00.002+08:00

Your dying ..
you feel a tight pull in your chest
your heart beats faster just like when you met your first love for the first time
your brain starts to slow down , as it replays the images and memories that you've been thru in your life
you feel your breath taken away just like the time when you saw the beauty of love and felt it for the first time
your hands grow numb and start to tremble just like the first time you met his or her parents , the nervousness of the thought of what they might think about you
As your heart beat slows down and takes its last few beats for the last time ....
the images and the memories in your brain start to fade leaving behind a blank
your lungs take in its last breath , the breath that seemed like the best damn thing at this point
suddenly everything stops , you dont feel the pain in your chest nor the beats of your heart
you feel your soul floating above your body and you can see yourself lying there .. but you don't seem to feel the sense of helplessness to do something to get back into your body ..
all you do is watch .
you then see a white light, and as you approach the light , you know , that youve completed the journey and it was worth every beautiful second .

That ... is the beauty of death ...

It been a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG while

2010-09-03T11:18:00.002+08:00

okay okay , so i havnt been back here for abit... abit more like close to a year ?? hahaha doesnt mean i forgot about ya'll hahaha . anyways ! LOTS and LOTS ! been going on.

first things first , I am i repeat I AM! proud to say that ive got hooked on to the kpop wave ... and it hit me real hard. like a brick in the face or a punch in the nose .. or or a bitch slap in the cheek of humiliation.... something like that , all i can say is that it hit me REAL hard . no joke :P haha AND its all THANKS to this bunch of girls...yea them ...
so i guess its safe to say that ive been watching , listening etc etc etc to kpop and stuff that i think ive sub-consciously learned korean ... 0_0.... scary , i know :S . NONE the less its all good :)

ive started my 2nd industrial training already at a Italian Joint in Subang and loving it much haha . the chef is one kick ass of a fella , chef /manager/maintenance dude/dare devil / accounts dept/plumper /electrician . the guy does it all . anyways im almost done with working my 12 day off's and 12 weekends :) soooo im almost there :)

anyways there are pretty much alot of other things that go on but im just abit tired and lazy to think about them , but at least these are the what i'd call major on goings that ive been going thru eh ? hahah till then

ROCK ON MOFO!!

i wanna be a billionaire

2010-04-18T03:35:00.002+08:00

for those of you who'd say AMEN to this , this for you yaw ! haha

billionaire - travie mccoy ft Bruno mars

[Bruno Mars]
I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

[Chorus]
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
Yeah I would have a show like Oprah
I would be the host of, everyday Christmas
Give Travie a wish list
I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt
And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t
Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this
And last but not least grant somebody their last wish
Its been a couple months since I’ve single so
You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho
Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit
And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
Yeah can’t forget about me stupid
Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music

[Chorus]

Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
I’ll be playing basketball with the President
Dunking on his delegates
Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette
Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
But keep the fives, twentys (?) completely separate
And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket
We in recession but let me take a crack at it
I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up
So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air and sing

[Bruno Mars]
I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen
[Chorus]
I wanna be a billionaire so frickin bad!

a long way

2010-04-11T17:51:00.002+08:00

ive come a long way since where i was close to month ago . guess moving on really isn't bad at all :)

i know i havnt been updating the blog very quite abit but i've got valid reasons i hope haha.

i've been pretty caught up lately with FHA and stuff. umm practice any now and then. close to like 3-4 times a week. gosh im learning so much :) happy happy happy.

come to think of it kan , i haven't played hockey in like 3 months which is a total BULLSHIT feeling darn it. haha and i really freaking miss hockey badly :( *i know i may brag about it alot but yea i'm missing it badly.

turns out ive actually realized i'v grown mentally stronger the past few weeks. I mean thinking rationally, im 19 , ive got a whole lot to live for kan ? a matter like that wont let me down now eh .

anyways im thinking of re-applying at Starbucks again when i start college. i need the moolah people. :)

life's has got its bittersweet way of turning up you know. and i think im in for a long long ride. hehe . cheers buddy :D

A part of life which is going on a downhill rampage

2010-03-26T20:38:00.003+08:00

this might be the emo-est post ive ever written ... and probably the last of its kind.

ive known you for many years pal , buddy , assay , amigo , homie , KAWAN , BRO. i know i havnt been always there or even if I put it this way, i havnt been a perfect friend to you. I try , i try , i really do. i try my best to patch things up bro ,but it seems like nothing has work. all i want is to be like what we used to be man, like what we had back in highschool. the shit we'd get into. but i guess people do grow up and people change. but what we had needn't have too. i know its my fault. all im asking , is for you to give it another chance yo. i know ive not been there for most of your gigs and even extremely late for one. i know how fired up pissed you'd be , cause i would .and for that time i scolded you and you dint talk to me for weeks, id understand. cause i know the shit you must have felt buddy. its not easy taking the roll as a adult that need to take up so many responsibilities and it isnt fair for you. i promise, Inshahallah i will try all i can to help you and watch over the young fella. Im writing this so that maybe it'll make me let it out. hopefully ull read this. i dont expect you to forgive all ive done. but this is how i feel. :) im here man.

sing it with me now

2010-03-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

My Stupid Mouth- John mayer
sing it with me now people , you know its a good song . :)

My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change

Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon

We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly, An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what JUST slipped out and what went wrong

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now... Starting now

One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire

I'm never speaking up again
it only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
than she desert me

oh i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
Starting now, starting now...

i lub you long long thyme !!!!

2010-02-24T15:04:00.001+08:00

hahahah ello peeps :D

Panini!!

2010-02-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

just on a side note , Rachel Ray is SOOO FUNNY!!!! hahaha i watched Oprah the other day and she was on it ! i tell you , it was farney yow haha

ANYways , a month plus into my training and omg..... tiring sial . DAMN tiring . having to deal with the same shiat everyday and the f*ed up chefs everyday is just tiring . i swear .

let give you a brief one on my daily on goings .

i wake up at 5-520 give and take,

leave the house by arnd 540-530 ,

wait for Elyza in the car park ,

THEN head into the hotel , clock in , get the umm i should say sucky uniform that they provide ,

after getting changed and all , head to the coffee house and look for my station on the rooster board.

Ill be at my live station frm then till arnd 11am give and take . after 11 , close , clear , replenish the stuff at the station and head to the assigned kitchen your suppose to be at.

ladies and gents , thats not all that goes on everyday. the amount of F*ed up attitude chefs there are there is incredible *actually only 1* haha just wanted to emphasize haha .

SO yea , any culinary trainees wanting to sin in with Westin KL umm i would say think twice but consider the fact that you and i mean YOU!!! will be pushed to ur limits and further , you will endure crap in your face , forced to take it . YOU will not learn much unless u take the initiative too. AND THE COFFEE HOUSE THERE IS A BIATCH !! its as if the whole entire place is run by trainees . and i mean that literally.

it flew away with the leaves on the trees

2010-01-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

where did i go wrong ??

is it really possible to find that one ?

ive been through enough yet no ?

what do i have to do to win a heart ?

will it remain like this for a long time ?

when will the pain stop ?

questions only i will be able to answer , the problem is.... i don't know where to start and where to look. times change , people grow , but as for me ? , will my time come ? i sure hope so :')

Kalinka

2010-01-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

Westin Hotel Kuala Lumpur...... is awesome :) for the reasons

1.it may be a small minor detail but their staff or as they call us "associates" name tags have our passion written on them. like mine says my name on the top and at the bottom it says "my passion: ice hockey" fwahhh gile la beb !

2 the staff meals are Fking awesome . the have a salad bar , fresh sandwiches , REALLY good soup and today they had pastry :Dyay . i like the food there

3. I GET 50% OFF FOOD !!! yay !

i wanna go for their Bubbly Branch on Sundays. free flow premium Champagne for only....RM299 :) owh yea.....

i hate my cough , seriously , its pissing me off.. big time !

when it all falls down

2010-01-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

industrial training is about to start real soon. ... i pray to god it'll go smoothly. its a new year , its a new start kan ??! hahah so yeap ill just with the flow then :D

did you hear about the morgans ?

2010-01-02T01:43:00.003+08:00

did you ?? did you ?? :\

its an awesome movie. really awesome .

conclusion in simple words, id give it a 8.5 outta 10 and go watch it :)

OH ! pocot !

2010-01-01T03:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! may the new year shower you with abundance of joy and happiness *read it from a postcard :S* haha

anyways people 2010 is here !! yeepee~ haha im happy , for one new start , new year new stuff to do and o yea new resolution list. *better get started :S*

so anyways have a happy new year and phhft down the road a month and a few days frm now is CNY YAY! haha

the hollywood curse

2009-12-30T02:27:00.002+08:00

whats come from just a tragic death to a whole chain of tragic death'S .

personally i would like to call it the Hollywood curse, though some of you out there may deffer and call it coincidence.. its getting pretty freaky people.

it all started with the death of Heath Ledger the man behind the sinister red smile of the Joker from the dark knight to early this year where the world lost the king of pop Mr Micheal Jackson whose face was all over the papers , the news CNN , the internet and many more.

This month alone , the world lost 2 celebrities. earlier this month was the tragic death of Brittany Murphy who tragically died collapsing in her shower and just today , the great band Avenged Sevenfold lost one of the worlds best drummers James Owen Sullivan a.k.a The Rev who died out of "natural causes"

"natural causes "... what natural causes ? what does those 2 words define ? its too general people.

its beginning to look very freaky people. how many more will go , we do not know. but we can only hope for the best for all of them.

My heart and prayers go out to all the deceased. And may you have a peaceful afterlife. God Bless.

:(

2009-12-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

ive got a really bad cough.

lesson learned :)

2009-12-25T12:49:00.002+08:00

i write this with a saddened heart and a disappointed soul. but hey, its Christmas, so leave and let live kan?

yesterday i just found out that ive lost my Canon 350D DSLR with my new external flash which if added up would come up to a grand total of close to RM2000+ excluding the Lowepro bag. and it all happen if it is coincidentally or what , happen on xmas eve.

i feel that by being angry would be no point nor would it serve a purpose. so i took it as a lesson. its was hard... but it had to be done .

merry xmas people , have a good one ;)

Skydiving without a parachute

2009-11-22T16:28:00.003+08:00

i'm writing this from my blue DJ podium at the ice rink. my hands are partially frozen . and my butt hurts from sitting the edge of a small cupboard on the podium.

watching skaters as the try to make their way around the rink .

and oh look , someone got injured ..... pphhhftt so normal.

i went to the gym yester day at ISN Bukit Jalil and my muscles do hurt. But i feel more motivated to go for more. its like my body wants more . something must be right eh ?

theres really not much to do here. make a few announcements, play tunes and occasionally make request. oh yea , i got a piece of bday cake for making a bday announcement. how sweet is that .. ummmm banana choc cake.

p/s: FUCKING KIDS STOP WALKING BY AND KNOCKING ON MY PODIUM!! ITS FREAKING ANNOYING. especially the grown ups. phhfttt mofo -.-

Baked potatoes and bacon soup .

2009-11-21T13:24:00.005+08:00

i recently came up with a, well sort of a nice soup dish which u can eat when its cold and stuff. its basically mixing the right ingredients that would go right on a cold day like potatoes.

all you will need is ; *p/s this serves around 4 good bowls*

-2 baked potatoes

-1 big yellow onion

-2 strips of celery

-a packet of bacon or beef streaky *you can add as much as you like. If you want a stronger taste of bacon then go ahead*

-water *around 800 ml*

-a cup of chicken stock*the instant one would do *

-Roasted garlic*recipe will be below*

-1pc of ginger

-cream

1. wash and peel your potatoes. place them in aluminium foils each and season them well with salt and pepper and drizzle some olive oil on them. place them in an oven to bake till they turn nice and soft. *aprox 160C for 30-40 mins*

2.cut celery and onions into chunks* just roughly will do*

3.slice the bacon into big pieces

4.in a pot, heat up a bit of olive oil or grape seed oil and fry bacon till the fat melts and you get the smell of the bacon. then take the bacon out and leave the oil there

5.add in the onions and celery and cook till aromatic.*u can add a lil butter if u want , if the vege starts to stick or they look like their gonna burn*

6.by now the potatoes should be ready. take them out from the oven and cut them roughly and add them to the pot.

7.prepare the chicken stock and add it in , followed by the water

8.chop up the fried bacon and throw them back in to the pot to boil with the other ingredients .

9.grate the ginger *as needed* and add it in

10. add the Roasted garlic by removing the burnt skin and roughly slicing them up.* the roasted garlic is extremely easy to make. all you have to do is get a close of garlic, place it on a tray, season it with salt and pepper , add dry rosemary and dry basil. chuck it in a toaster or oven for 10-15 mins on high till the garlic cloves are soft and squeshy like.*

11. after the boil, transfer the soup into a blender or use a hand held blender to blitz it into a liquid consistency.

12.bring it back to boil and add about 1/2-1 cup of cream to the soup and season with black pepper and salt according to taste then let it boil for 5 mins .

13. serve on its own or garlic bread.

i cant upload a pic cos i dont have one now . but the next time i make it , ill post up a pic. till then , rock on amigo ;)

Holmes the DJ cat

2009-11-13T00:29:00.007+08:00

haha 1st blog post in months yo .

Some say my blogs dead..... NO IT ISNT DAMNIT !!!

its just that i donno what to put on here to entertain u guys with :( .

YANYWAYS alots been going on lately . college has been shitty busy with event and stuff. and recently ive just landed an interview with West In Kuala Lumpur for an internship next year. *p/s the interviewer was cute doh ;)* hahaha.

actually i cant wait till next year man . alots gonna happen. theres my internship to look forward to , theres Singapore FHA to look forward to . alot la ! haha

on other matters, just on a random note . today hehehe my banana leaf rice craving ...... WAS FULFILLED !! went to Kanna Curry House in section 17 PJ with Kel and Raymond all da way from KL just to mkn that . gosh , it was sooo good . after that made my way back home half asleep to fall asleep and wake up at 11 =S hahaha insane yo.

Yea man thats the good stuff :)

so yea it was fun. OO yea the other day i got my first parking ticket . RM100 for what ? not showing the parking ticket .. ccb man , i mean RM100 ?? isnt that abit to harsh ?

OO yea ive got a new wishlist yo. *hahah it never stops eh ? *

1. Phottix BG-E3 Camera Grip for my camera

2.Whustoff 10 inch Chef Knife . UMMMMMM :) this is like DA shit yo !

3. a PDA * gonna need recommendation on this one*

ive got a feeling :)

2009-09-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

well , well well . first of all Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all of you :) hope you had lots to eat and lots to keep haha.

i just have one thing to say , everybody in their lifetime, should at least , at least lah , experience a Black Eyed Peas concert. its phenomenal i tell you. its like to me personally one of the top 3 best concerts of all time . it wasnt even a concert actually, it was more like an event. i went to see them at the Guinness 250 Arthurs Day celebration at Sunway Lagoon* to Arthur ;D * haha. but yea anyways as i was saying , their concerts are really worth going.

it seemed like it was "yesterday" that i registered for college.... haiiii =) hahaha im going for my 3rd term already ! so so fast kan ? anyways im ready for it !! HUMPHH!!!! i think... :O haha

on the brighter side of things, the MIHF presidents league has started =D and im really excited about this year yo. Warriors gonna take 3 times strong hopefully this year hahah ! wee~ really cant wait to play hahaha . any hoes . ill blog the next time something eventful pops up or i just wanna be productive haha cheerios !

never knew till it hit me

2009-08-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

this is gonna be a random post . so im gonna blab out stuff k ?

i have never thought about how much i have neglected the little things that made me happy once upon my childhood days . just pure simple things like a bar of choclate. the joy of having a choclate bar to yourself as a kid was mind blowing . i mean literally mind blowing. and as we grow older that feeling , that happiness , that joy , that smile you or I once had on our faces , soon turns into a norm. its like it just dies down as we get so pre-occupied about all the bigger things in life that that sense of joy dies out like a camp fire thats left alone for saveral days in the woods.

i was walking in Jusco pyramid the other day and i came across the choc/candy/sugary goodness isle. i came across and old friend. a Cadbury Choclate bar... oooooo hohohoho the joy on my face as i picked my fav was haha kinda well funny . i had that wide eyed excited grin look on my face . then after i picked my choclate bar, i thought to myself , "wow J , its been awhile since youve felt like that over a choclate bar ." then it hit me , ive been missing out eh ??

so yes anyways what im trying to say is that, we should all not forget that kid inside us we use to be , not to forget how we use to feel over the small things that made us happy.

I am happy , genuinely =D fow sizzle me nizzle yaw ..

2009-08-22T03:26:00.003+08:00

yes , what ever that's mantion on the above title is GENUINELY true . there are certain things that are happening to me that i will take as a blessing haha . SOOO ok well to tell you the truth , im not that happy about certain things as in financially im depressed , BUT BUT hey , money cant buy happiness kan ? *SHUT UP IF YOUR GOING TO SAY "but shopping makes you happy" SHADDUP!!!* hehe ;P

one of the factors why my happy cells are multiplying by the billions is cause i finally got my P license ! =D i know i know , most of you have probably got it light years ago but hey, im finally joining the P club =D haha now all there is for the P license to work is a car ... hmmm hahah soon to come soon to come . Like the saying goes , good things come to people who wait =D haha *Nissan GTR! ,GTR ,GTR ,GTR ! *

the other factor to the huge as smile on my face is also coz ... MY NEW HOCKEY GLOVES ARE HERE =D =D =D !! ooooo , ive been waiting for these babies to reach here for 3 weeks bai.. 3 weeks feels blardy long if youve been waiting for something you want so so badly . -_-

so yes OO its Ramadhan month too starting as i type this post , yay! , bazaar Ramadhan XD kebabs, here i come =O hehe on the darker side , ive got kitchen class on monday ..... -_- and im suppose to be chef for the day ... really is an FML moment eh ?? hahah oh well being optimistic haha

Why not Join Twitter

2009-08-11T19:40:00.002+08:00

they ask me "hey J , why not join twitter , everyones on it " WELL i say , why join twitter when Plurk can do the same exact thing =D except for like the purks of having more people on twitt BUT PHHFTTT!!! THOU SHALL HOLD BACK THE PEER PREASSURE .

anyways complaing bout that issue isnt the only thing ive been doing since the last time ive bloged . alot has been going about and oooo yea ive open a new Flickr account =D *1 sec of silence for shutterfly* =D . anyways yea all my photos are up there soooooo have a look on this link here and enjoy =) .

havnt been playing much hockey lately which is a F*cking pain in the ass bummer =( . BUT i try to make every training cout =D .

i think its fair to say that life is about give and take done you think ? im just ranting useless rants here but yea i do believe in give and take . Me , i personally have broken it down into 3 which are : things where u just cant have , things you work your ass off to get and things which are there and u just have to grab it . =)

anyways alots been up with me and its all in photos , once again its on flickr soooooooooooo go see see and look look and enjoy =D

SId was eating broccoli , the dino ate Sid , then steped on the brocolli leaving the brocolli a vegetable.

2009-07-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR TO GOD I LAUGHED NUTS OUT TO THAT QUOTE !

haha the script writer for Ice Age 3 is hilarious and im very very happy they got Simon Pegg to voice as Buck the weasel. heheh you should watch it if u havnt .

recently ive been having cravings to watch movies, the few movies i wanna watch would be

Shaun of The Dead
Run fat boy , RUN!
The proposal(coming out )
Year One (coming out )

i played hockey last friday night , and boy, im losing it yo... everythings is so so out . TIM KAI!!!??

Lost , lonely , confused and i had durian

2009-06-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

yes i had durian , gosh , ive never realized how muched i missed he durian session. i dont understand how the ang mos cant stand durian. DUDE its like your blue cheese , its smells crappy and taste yummy.

lately ive been feeling a little bit lost and confuse. its like i suddenly am itimidated by things that ive been closed with and people who ive known all my life. i feel like im constantly lonely, like i have no one else. but ahhhh! as usual its a phase that i will eventually let pass by.

i recently watched one of the most enticipated movies of the year with the most enticipated hot chick of the year Megan Fox xD WOOOOO!!!~

When u put togather super bikes and Megan Fox togather and you get a block buster movie scene

id give the movie a 10 outta ......5 =D thats how good it was

Tribute To Micheal Joseph Jackson

2009-06-26T11:09:00.004+08:00

No matter what the others thought about you ,

No matter how many scandals you were cought in,

No matter how many times u got in trouble.

You were like Elvis to me. You were a freaking music inspiration. You made people like Usher follow your dancing shoes. You made Pop hat it is today. and for tht .... Thank You For The Music M.J .

R.I.P Micheal Joseph Jackson

"You Are Not Alone"

T-swizzy =D

2009-06-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hilariously cute =)

im blogging cause....

2009-06-17T10:16:00.002+08:00

im blogging coz.....

Im in a cyber cafe cause my internets down and fucking streamyx hasnt got to it in a week

Im excited bout a BBQ on friday,gonna be killer i tell you

I cant wait for hockey training tonight

Cause Jeremy Leong asked me too -_- *NAH!!! DAH BLOG DAH =P*

Cause I miss playing Call Of Duty 4

I need RM650 to buy my hockey stuff (but look on the bright side , i already have RM300, can buy that new glove now =) )

there are so many many other things that gives me reason to blog but i cant quite figure out what are they. sad, i know .

Anyways go listen to a lovely song by panic at the disco-northern downpour.. nice song that is =D

all dry

2009-06-09T19:20:00.001+08:00

let me ask you something

if the mystery is whats behind the magic ,

but, if the mystery is solved ,

what magic would there be left ?

Bringing home the gold =D

2009-05-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hell yea =D

Warriors took home the gold in the finals last Saturday and gosh i just realized we worked our nuts off for it dint we ?

Anyhoes, officially this Sunday the 31st of bulan May 2009 , ill be legally 18 =D =D *double thumbs up * . turning 18 to me means a whole lot , but there are more responsibilities and what not but i dont mind . heck im old enough to sign my own papers =P haha .

boom boom pow

2009-05-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

I BOUGHT IT !!!! ITS FINALLY HERE!!!!!

after 4 jobs and a heck lot of coffee , i finally got my flash =D

anyways , its been a month in culinary school and IM LOVIN IT !! *plays the mcd lingo*

i really really like it , more to loving it in fact . i love how much ive learned and everything is so so new , my classmates are awesome *will do a pic thingy ma jinggy bout them soon *

anyways till then =)

im not happy =( sulk

2009-04-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

guess what......i have u funking delay my perchase of my sweet kick ass Canon 430 EX II flash .. why coz im short of the green notes/chit ching/good stuff/the paper with a number that buys all ..

fudge it ...

so anyways ive started collage allrdy, boy its really something i tell you . finally i can say im a culinary student without having to bluff my ass out of a sticky situation. its still seems like a dream that i never want to wake up to *till the assignments pour in* . i mean its like id never thought i made it this far when only 3-4 years back i was a high school boy with no idea what i wanted to do.

hmmm. this has all made me realise even more to a fact that i now believe in it that

"work hard, be human , have faith and let God take care of the rest"

i cant wait to get my knife set and uniform next week.. hehe me and my obsession with sharp pointy objects

in strap for cash... i need lots of it ... seriously

2009-04-02T14:08:00.002+08:00

expendature for last month has been like a waterfall flowing down the walls of my wallet ..

dude i need cash man i need loads of em . this is why i need the cash for .

1. my dear phones LCD broke on the inside BUT it can be saved . like everything else, it come with a price. not just any figure , we're talking about RM150 . where the heck am i gonna dig up RM150 ??

2.i havnt got any payyet and when i do i'll have to pay RM200 in dept and ill have to save up for college expandature and also there the main reason why i started working in the first place... to get my camera flash gun which cost RM1075 .

crazy i tell you . i need advise , seriously i do .

America's Sweetheart

2009-03-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE!! for fucks sake... this will be my 3rd time that ive changed jobs to fund my needs. im working in the Green Coffee Machine a.k.a. Starbucks. NO DOUBT its hard stuff but heck i think i'll grow on to it day by day slowly .

putting that matter aside . ive been doing some blog visitings, and i have to say there are some blogs i find very cool . for example like my friend Jeremy's blog , no doubt its bare*as in not very colourfull* but its simple and it has cool widgets and what not on it . take a look at jerleong.blogspot.com or the link at my link box. and another would be this blog my other friend Jasmine showed me one day when we were chatting. it belongs to her friend and another 3 friends *some how the connection is abit confusing =\* so anyways its really cool cause it has like really colourfull stuff . the blog is called purplepandapotato.blogspot.com *haha cute name eh ?? * .

1 week and 2 days counting till college ;)

Results are out =D

2009-03-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

ANYWAYS !! its all done at over with SPM results are out . and umm not to say im jumping for joy BUT im contented=) the results are

1a, 4b,2c,2d and the rest is history =)

so yes we shall see which lifeless soul got a-gezzilion A's in the papers tmrw =D haha

cheers

Have Faith

2009-03-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

saying u believe is not really believing.

doing what you say is really believing.

have faith in Him and you shall do what you say

everything you do think bout the consequences.

because everything has always an opposite reaction.

but all we have to do is just... Have Faith =)

*3 days and counting amigo =)*

Dynomo of Volition

2009-03-05T01:15:00.008+08:00

Today officially i can say would be the best day in my 17 and 2 months of life . this post will be short and straight to the point like a Tequila shot .

1. i pass my undang drivers test

2. i had pan mee

3. i went for Jason Mraz *ths best concert that might just the the best for a very long time on my list*

*No.4 would be the highlight of the whole night .

4. As we were walking back to the carpark in Petaling Street from the stadium *me, Jacq,Dan,Jy and Linda* we saw and heard police sirens coming down the hill and escoting a bus . so i thought it was a decoy where the band memebers would only be in the bus and Mraz would be in a car behind. FORTUNATELY , as the bus was passing me and dan were at the side pavement of the road with our phone cameras on and suddenly, Jason Mraz saw us and started waving at us . we were so shock, Dan and I could only laugh in excitement and point at him and wave. Jacq on the other hand went crazy and uber excited . sadfully all our photos were either smudged or took only the bus because the bus was going quite fast . but the fact is Jason Mraz was less the 10m away from us and gosh it was the coolest thing ever . haha . ill never forget it .

pieces of crush candy

2009-02-20T14:23:00.002+08:00

its ok to be onguard once in a while just know that your secure and ready to pounce at any moment but sometimes be onguard can mean that people tend to think that even a wrong word in a sectance will effect you in ways . ......

this is all a load of crap by the way i just felt like typing it from my brain ;P hahah

anyways life so far has been rather amazing i mean i really cant wait to start college in April at Taylors everything that i read in the programe book for the whole 2 years of my course sounds like a darn good deal to me . its very rarely that i get excited about going to school but this time i am haha =D .

on the other hand , im a nervous rack knowing the fact that ill be getting my SPM results next month.when i think about it , a sudden rush of questions suddenly just pour into my mind , thinking "will i make it " or " what would happen if i dont ? ".

anyways, life still has to go whatever happens , kan ? im thinking of getting another piercing....=D haha maybe a lip piercing ? what do u think ? thought of it sounds cool enough for me . and next haircut gonna want them to get me a Mohawk , not literally a punk mohawk but just enough to be counted as a mohawk hahah .

Dilema stage

2009-02-18T00:49:00.004+08:00

i find myself constantly having to drop into a certain stage of the day where i think that maybe making the right move wasnt a smart one but i like it and im comfortable with it . is this how its going to be for awhile or will i ever get pass it ? in confuse by what is right and wrong , what is there and whats not , whats yes or no .

the new job has been a blast . but lately i have felt if i did actually find a job to buy my wants and fancies or was it for a living . but the main reason why i wanted to find a job while waiting for my results was so that i could have a source of income to fund my wants so that i dont have depend on my mum so much and also to gain a lil before i go into my culinary course.

at first i was excited about going to collage and continuing working for at least 3-4 days a week if its possible. until my mum told me "how sure are your going to collage and how sure are you your still going to be working at Gloria Jeans ?" i did not have a clue that would be coming from her . the person who was excited as i was about going to culinary school and coming from her actually realise that i was slightly relaying on false hope ? i mean my mum and I had it all planed out nicely and suddenly she hits me with this question ? u mean all this time i was amusing myself by being excited about going to collage something that ive been wanting to do since i was 15? i dint think it was a funny situation at that point ....

and to be frank , the reason why i want and had decided that i would like to continue working was because i would like to relive my mums burdon of giving me money often so i could have a little money to hang out and stuff and i donno why she asked if i was sure if i was going to continue working there . i thought all this while it was a good move to continue working while studying . i mean i would have to adjust my studies and hockey but yea ill be able to do it , but coming from her , the person i would least expect coming from, the person who all this while would be proud and happy for me , saying something like this ?

those few words hit me like a rock thrown into my face . im really thinking hard and wondering why and what . i dont need this now ... i really dont ...

BUT i still love my mum =) she da best ok !!!!

Tony Romas shithead =)

2009-02-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

ok... maybe the tittle went abit overboard but yea right now at this very moment and 8:59 PM , thats how i feel about working for them. ANYWAYS moving on with life... remember i told u i was going to work for starbucks ? i found a seventh heaven already and its not Starbucks Coffee . im currently a proud employee of Glory Jeans Coffee *double thumbs up ~weyyyyy~* . I think its the most awesome place i work in thus far .

Anyways im re-editing my wishlist. NOW that ive got my phone * the one from the wish list * ive only got 2 more to go theres still the kick ass flash gun and the kick ass stick hich i might consider buying a cheaper model due to my financial crisis at the moment hehe . so yea..... i just bought Jason Mraz tickets which i cannot wait to see him live . gonna be damn fun man ! =) but yea debt wise i still owe my ah ma RM500 which i WILL pay off soon .

i guess thats about it for today . cant wait to smell like coffee again =D hehehe ooo do drop by Gloria Jeans Sunway Pyramid yea ?* its next to Barcelona, down the slope towords sunway lagoon*, Cheerios ! =)

Marshmallow pie

2009-01-21T22:51:00.004+08:00

i never thought that marshmellow pie could have ever been the best packed product ever made beside the genius invention of peanuts and chips in a sealed pack too. wayyyy~

anyways , lately ive been having a problem sort of a dilema kinda thing going on . you see ive been working at Tony Romas for about close to 3 weeks now and ive so far found it boring and well not as good as hageen dazs. i mean at haagen dazs even though the pay was breadcrumbs but i really did have a real good time there . but Tony Romas isnt that happening u know what i mean if u catch my drift. I'm thinking of getting a job at Starbucks as a barista since their hiring and i feel that Starbucks is a way more "wayyyy~, jumping ,running ,climbing trees , playing hopskotch" kinda place and on the other hand Tony Romas is like " serious, no smiling , march in a single file " kinda place no doubt that they have pretty darn good ribs but i just find it a lil boring and dry .

so yea i might need YOUR oppinion on this to help me along with this . so please if you can help me out here abit ?

to the beat

2009-01-05T10:01:00.007+08:00

so i finally got my lazy ass that has been rotting for the past 2 months doing nothing but bumming around into a job.

im currently working at Tony Romas Sunway Pyramid. it well not the best place ive ever worked in put it this way. but yea so far so good . NOW we all know that when there's a job there's *chit ching* hehe SO this post will specifically be a post for the things i wanna get with the blue,green,red and aqua colored paper bills in my pocket at the end of the month of course.

1. num-bu-re uno would be a new flash for my kick ass camera

2.a new phone .... my old one *take deep breath* * sigh* is diying =( . ANYWAYS !! planning to get the w910 seems like a pretty darn good phone la . plus its only RM760

3. a new hockey stick. its gonna set me back about RM600+ but heck its bloody worth it =D

ladies and penises i present to you the Warrior Kronik

it's probably one of the best sticks ive come across by far.

so yes my dear rockstars im waiting for the peice of paper with my name on it and a big number infront with many zaroes at the back that i can bank in to my account and be a happy boy now and forever .

peak a boo

2008-12-16T22:44:00.007+08:00

SO what

im still a rockstar

ive got my rock moves *pfhhhtt*

ive been in and out of Sabah since 3 days after liberation from SPM . i took a whole truck load of photos and if u want more just head down to my shutterfly at dancingmonkay.shutterfly.com . i think this was the 2nd most awesome brats year end ive ever been to thus far. there are i think 3 good reasons to why its awesomeness has brought me to writing this post .

1. the photography group was one and only group whose members are pro camhorers . i tell you the amount of photos we camwhored can will an entire photo album or two. but damn it was the best la .

2.all the Brats were just damn awesome

3.the whole camp was just damn awesome therefore i give u the highlight pics of the camp =)

This is prolly the best picture of the whole camp thanks to Jeremy's camera and Phynaz's uber brilliant idea ! haha chun beb!*f2.8 lens beb!! *

met the orang utans while they were in rehab* sings Amy Winehouse's song rehab* hehe

the girl at the fishing vilage on stilts ! it'll be so darn cool to live there for aday .

lastly ...

The Photography group .

rock on guys...rock on =D

btw the theme song for the entire camp which managed to get stuck in everybodies head now is "So What" by PiNk . awesome stuff yo

ITS FINALLY OVER !!!

2008-12-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

why did Jordon Sparks die ?......

cause of no air . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH get it get it ... nvm

ANYhoes im freaking relieved the SP-freaking M is over once and for all been wanting to blog for such a long time but never gotto it .

Anyways im done with all 10 papers now and now all thats left to do is to wait and find a job while waiting for the results . wow......i still cant believe ive made it this far , can u believe it ! i cant , can u?! haha.

So many many things have been going on man during the 3 months ive not been blogging . My desktop PC died after a faithfull 8 years, sobs to that BUT will be getting a high powered monster machine to replace it =D YES!!!! and and also i just found out the Sonic Gear has some pretty darn cool earphones . they are so cool , its like a disco in your ears .

Strange enough, ive been cooking a hell of alot these few weeks . im guessing its due to the amount of PRESSURE during the exam that had me going on a bloody cooking spree. so far ive good umm Polenta and pan grilled chicken with roasted bell pappers and tomato sauce, a whole lot of Tom Yam, ummmm Oriental steak with mash potatoes and a whole lot of Tom Yam.

Im just really glad to be moving on with a new phase in life and being able to make it this far should be the beggining to a whole lot of other things that will come my way.

OOO yea Na Youngs leaving back to South korea =(

The Change of Plans / On Hold

2008-11-09T11:58:00.004+08:00

hye guys i just want to let you know that ill be changing my photo album from Multiply to Shutterfly . my Shutterfly account will be used as a online browsing album but i will still keep my Multiply account as a photo storage for you guys to grab your photos.

also in other matters since theres nothing practically nathing to write about during SPM , i wont be blogging till it ends yea ? till then adios hard rocking amigos and have fun =D

my new shutterfly link : http://dancingmonkay.shutterfly.com

im addicted to facebook.... help =(

2008-10-30T20:58:00.003+08:00

its that first tab i click on when i get into my Mozila Firefox
its the first password i type in when i want to log on
its the website i just cant get enough of
its ...
and im sad to say im a facebook addict *JENG JENG JENG * * dramatic suspicious music comes on *

i still remember the day i signed in to facebook. it was like some boring sosial website that could not beat my Friendster, Myspace or Hi5 websites and it would just be one of the websites that ended up like BeeBo * hehe which is ahilarious story when they sent me an email saying they were shutting down due to the world economy crisis hehehe =D ill post that another day * anyways like i said i never expected it to grow on to me like this .

The first thing when i loged in to facebook for the first time was that i had received a message from the "welcoming commitie " saying "Hi Welcome To Facebook , hope u have a great time here =)" . and with that smiley gramlin face, that smurk of that emoticon read the fine and finner lines of " Hi Welcome To Facebook , hope you have a great time here and NEVER ever leave foreever" it was like being stuck in a cage of the witches house in Hanzel and Gratel storybook .

As i started adding friends via my Hotmail account i got this messege that says " Vennessa Song has poked you , click here to poke her back " so as a clikedy clicked on the button i managed my way into poking her back . THEN came the super pokes and the war had began with the bombarding of thrown sheep and cows .

I thought that facebook's picture system would be close or the same as friendster's and gave it a shot by uploading my pics into Facebook and hoping that it would end up as a profile pic ... but i dint =( ... so sad ... so i began doing research, reading forums, experimenting till i found out on Yahoo! answers that in order to get ur pic on the profile pic u have to tag it . and im like " OOOWWWWHHHH no wonder la " so since then ive been tagging all sorts of pics of me and other people . so addictive i tell you .

It since then has been a daily chore to log on to Facebook to see my wall, the photo comments and the Super Poke thingy and yet i dont drade going on to facebook and now with the chat application, makes life a whole lot easier without the need of signing into msn to chat when u can just chat on facebook .

ADDICTIVE I TELL YOU!!

its here , its here , it really really here !! =)

2008-10-22T16:46:00.010+08:00

lookie lookie at the new Tamron i bought of this great website http://www.shashinki.com its great camera onling shop anyways i bought my new toy there take a look and enjoy =)

this it the new toy that came in this box

and so on so forth =D
*malas la *

so here are a few test shoots =)

Banana Loaf and Orange Juice

2008-10-21T20:55:00.005+08:00

sometime when you enjoy life's most simplest things, you can tend to put aside all of life's materialistic things like that white pair of sneakers in your shoe cabinet or the Guess t-shirt your loved on got for you for Christmas. but all you can do is just savor the moment and take in all that is around you. a simple moment like having a banana loaf and orange juice makes alot of sense comforting you on a shiny sunny Sunday or a wet and rainy Wednesday. its all weather you will be able to think back the times when you were , well less put it this way "materialistic" without all the pleasures and stiff .

SO anyways beside the really umm how do i put this RANDOM paragraph up there , nothings really changed today. i think im getting really used to hanging out at Gloria Jeans Coffee House and studying which is getting kinda scary *as in the worst nightmare* for my wallet . the poor fella is puking out like RM11 for a cup of coffee each time i go there . but heck , beats the price in Starbucks =D .

i walked pass a Osim shop today and came accross this chair

man this thing looks like something Technology puked out . i mean look at it ! it looks like something darth vader would sit in and get his daily needs or something and it kinda looks like that depreesed emo robot from Hitchhikers Guide to The Galaxy whose head was cut into half for the pleassure of making this chair.

anyways the final exam of my school life begins in 21 days time and im so panic im shiverring ? no thats not right.. how bout " im so excited that my eye balls feel like thier detached from their sockets=)" yea i think that sort of hit the right note there =D hehe

at the bottom of the well

2008-10-16T14:58:00.003+08:00

Ive always wanted to think about what my life would be if i were to place myself into another persons shoes. always wondered what i t would be like to live a rich but unhappy life or a poor but a well happy life. i think im a very lucky person to not live the extremities of life......this is so random i tell you.......

It all started with having a conversation with Kim on msn and it went like this :

DancingMonkay ~a:	so watcya doing /
-Kim-:	replying my wall post
-Kim-:	hehe
-Kim-:	facebook (:
-Kim-:	you?
DancingMonkay ~a:	ooo
DancingMonkay ~a:	im on the guitar and blog and facebook
DancingMonkay ~a:	and talking to u
-Kim-:	haha
-Kim-:	you harnly update your blog
-Kim-:	*hardly
DancingMonkay ~a:	nothing to say
DancingMonkay ~a:	trying to think of something to say
-Kim-:	lol
-Kim-:	talk about something random
-Kim-:	oh talk abuot food
-Kim-:	how it is so sinful yet so delicious
-Kim-:	hahaha
DancingMonkay ~a:	hmm never thought of that before
DancingMonkay ~a:	hehehe
-Kim-:	lol
-Kim-:	well that's something random for you to blog about
DancingMonkay ~a:	exactly
DancingMonkay ~a:	thx kim!!

and yes that ladies and ladies with ball's leads us to this very post in which i will talk about the random things that go bump in my head .

firstly im so freaking happy my dear*well not so dear* school life will be over in approximately ummm 3 weeks time ? thats is till i have to sit for SPM that is . counting down the days in my head make me wanna eat jelly beans. * hold on , ill be right back.

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ok im back. do you have any idea how annoying it gets when u eat Mars bars or jelly beans for that matter and its get stuck in your teeth. its so irritating i tell you . its like eating a sweet suicide bomber that plants itself in your tooth and slowly begins the tooth decay clock. and its also so hard to get them out. for years now ive been trying as hard as i possibly can to figure out why the f*ck did jelly bean companies come up with lickerish flavoured jelly beans. I mean bad enough their black but they taste like toilets. *dont ask me why but they just do* .

i think Adobe Photoshop is like gods give to mankind cause you can to freaking wonders with the thing. YOU CAN MAKE A FAT GUY LOOK LIKE HE LOST 40KG IN A DAY! thats how good it is . but the thing that gets me is that its damn addictive till the point that if anyone should ask you what youre doing even though your not really doing it you'll just say "im ummm umm err photoshoping ? " and it somehow make u feel that u have that bussiness and sophiticated photographer feeling. its awesome =D

ooo yea man i just found out that facebook has this.. Pirate English . its damn cool i tell you. its all like scallywag and ARGHH!! and when you log in i notice something before i entered my password... it said , i shit u not "remove ye chasity belt" IM DEAD SERIOUS.

anyways hehe this was random and now its raining =) till next time ! and oo yea THANKS KIM !

rewriting the times

2008-09-14T10:58:00.003+08:00

its been a while hasnt it =) hehe anyways ive not been updating this thing cause of mental reasons...couldnt think of what to write...no better excuse...

but anyways im back =D thats good news no ? SO its only 2 months till spm TWO months and im sure im gonna be quite intimidated once it comes to ONE month before the exams. and crap its going to go on for a month ? what the hell man and my papers are only 2 weeks? phhhffftt its gonna be a long long month dont you think .

but all and all look on the bright side im out of school !! =D . thinking of what to do on the last day of the exam...i might wanna go pierce my lips. hehe that might come into consideration a really big consideration =D

i finally got my DSLR !! weee~ its a Canon 350d which is pretty damn awesome. i took the first shot with it and loving it since then.

i love the camera. but i am looking into getting a new lens by the end of the yr =D . anyways its been fun and stuff but ill be back and hopefully not in a long while the time .

life in a shutter

2008-07-22T22:45:00.001+08:00

pictures that spoil my day !

2008-07-05T17:07:00.003+08:00

im pissed...really pissed ..... so many many photos that i took last night wasted....fking pissed ..... i wonder if photographers feel the same way when shit happens like this ? ..AGHHH!!!!!!

anyways pushing away my 6 yr old emotions hahaha current on abouts is that i need financial help to save up for a DSLR nikkon d40 hehehehehe NGA HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! *ehem* ok anyways I KNOW I KNOW my pictures arnt fantastic but i really wanna wanna learn!! i mean i wouldnt mind investing on something im keen about no ? would anyone do the same ?!! to be frank i mean its logical to learn with the best kan ?! tapi tu la yg best bro BARU LA ROCK !!!

MEGA SALE IS HERE !! phhffttt not like i have the cash toh 0_o. cash cash cash..... money has always been a big problem for alot of us hasnt it ? with patrol prices and cost of living going up how la ? but hopefully god will bless the government and turn the idea lightbulb on so that they can come up with something smart to resolve all this problems that are causing US a great bunch of problems .

IM PISSED LA !!! -end-

Green day 2008

2008-06-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hye guys i think its not to late but just o let you know that The Star *yes the all mighty newspaper publishing company* is holding a Green day event in Bukit Kiara Park on june 8th and if you are free on that day which is a Sunday there will be loads to do so just come in the morning eat,have fun,and know bout the enviromentally things you can to save ourself from extiction . So please if you are free come. there will be performances and such going on yea ?!

Date:June 8th 2008
Vanue:Bukit Kiara Park
Time:All Day Long =D

routine screwes

2008-05-27T07:55:00.002+08:00

what the heck was i doing up at 5Am on a Tuesday during the mid semester break..its a freaking scary feeling that send chills down my back to even think about waking up that early in the morning during a holiday.but it could be that there was a fking power shortage in the neighborhood that no doubt every single time would make me wake up due to awkward silence in my room. But anyways after i woke up i just could not go back to sleep as hard as i tried . i lay in bed till 6 and suddenly felt hungry for roti canai in a mamak shop. ever have this feeling where u think there's actually someone out there somewhere whose doing the things that u do simultaneously,its like sharing the same brain and connected by a super blue tooth device that can broadcast signals nice times around the world. yea i felt that. so im in the mamak eating my breakfast and suddenly like a freaking rock it hit me in the head to go back home and do accounts....yes accounts . of all things such as going back to sleep. i hd to do accounts . fking weirdo on the other side must be doing his or her accounts as well. i fking well hope its not my biatchy accounts teacher thats for sure. but anyways yes i am at home doing accounts while writing this entry. short one. not really elaborate. kinda like a stale cup of coffee. but who cares haha its 8am on a tuesday during my mid semester break =D .

p/s:person on the other side if your reading this pls pls pls i beg you dont wake up so early next time ok !

Hockey Skates for sale

2008-05-12T22:32:00.004+08:00

OK now , i am really selling it off this time . ANYWAYS !!!

i have a awesome pair of CCM vector 3 size 8.5 e ice hockey skates which is 2nd hand and its in awesome condition *except for the inner sole which needs to be changed* anyways this pair of skates has been with me thru 2 tournaments and 4 leagues and many many more . its my fav pair of skates but unfortunately my feet got uber big and i cant fit into them anymore so these poor things need a feet to fit in *hahaha get it, feet to fit ??! get it get it ?? nvm -_-* hahah but yea they are going on sale so if you are intrested leave a comment ,contact me at 0172091529 or email me at dancingmonkey11@gmail.com . these skates are going off for around RM400-RM450 ,if you DO want to buy it , its a money first*one shot! No installments and what knot* then give skates kinda thing. so yea just to inform you first hehe =) . ok then cheerios =D .

technology and hockey and me

2008-05-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

technology oh tech-no-logy what would we do without you...come to think of it not much really =/ . But why oh why the heck do u keep breaking down ?? it makes me weep and cry every time u break down and it burns my pockets bare*fuck*. i just paid another unwanted RM70 to reformat.
But what the hell la it is what it is kan ??

SO.....phhhffttt yea May May May ....long holidays coming haha and yea, havnt planed out the holiday schedule yet might just probably be exciting who knows haha =) . Tiff and Adriene's birthday coming up soon wee~ ma lil minions turning 14 awwwww. hahah havn't thought of what to get them hmmmm . I think i wanna make a check list before im 25 yea thats a good idea yea i think ill make a check list on the things to do before im 25 . but ill do that later on. Mothers day just passed and i got my mum a bottle of shower oil "ouuu" from L'cotane or somethign like that . i dont really know how the shower oil works out eh ? i mean the whole reason we take showers is to get the oil off our body and here we are having people selling shower oil and im like "wah?" its just not right i mean you take long showers doing hack knows what to get the oil off your body and then you start using shower oil. its not a very bright idea ehy ?? haha . but it did smell very very good toh , it was Almonds and some stuff .

IN 6 MONTHS TIME !!! i will be sitting for SPM -_- yea big deal kan ?? i mean i dont get it why some people are like *oh shit SPM !! study,study,study! what tonight dinner ?? no can go out sry gotta study for a paper im sitting for in 6 MONTHS TIME !* its not like you going to remember everything and put it to place on that day . I personally feel excited about SPM AND YES NOT TO SAYING I DONT STUDY ! i do a fare share haha . but yea i am darn excited about it i mean it will be the last and only goverment exam I will ever have to take IN MY WHOLE LIFE . should be something to look forword to ehy ??

so far i havnt got a clue on what to blog about....sad la. i mean the only time i feel like blogging , im blank. but anyways im gonna make that list =D

1.get my uber diploma in culinary arts ! *cant wait man to enter coll i mean its like a dream land of BABES !! and so on so forth

2.buy a pickup truck =D that uses biodiesel *dont ask why just keep on reading*

3.buy a dirt bike *dont ask just read *

4.go to canada

5.open a restaurant or something

6.fuck im out of ideas

7.buy a drum set ?

so yea i dont think its my blogging day today this post seems rather or pretty or is damn dull..sigh screw it la ill be back !

FACEBOOK bloody mukabuku

2008-03-25T22:27:00.004+08:00

bloody fuck man !!!
FACEBOOK KICKED ME OUT !!! and for what reason ?? its coz i dint put in the stupid high school network ! what the AF! man i tell you why do people do stupid things like this i mean what the fuck if im NOT in a schooling network i cant use facebook ?? phhhffftttt what the heck man !!

anyways my frustration on facebook will come to an end in due time *as in when facebook has come to a conclusion that NOT ALL PEOPLE HAVE FREAKING HIGH SCHOOL NETWORKS A-hole!!* uh-hem as i was saying i have a very strong feeling that this years sports day wont be as great as the other years .why you ask ?? here are several reasons for that very statement:
1.we had/have only 2 weeks to collect point for the sports houses,marching practice,banner and decor designs..yes ladies and wee-ners ..2WEEKS!!!

2.Mr im-such-a-great-principle has done up the schedule so "nicely" that we are only allowed to do sports practice in the afternoon for an hour at 2.30-3.30 ...... what the heck are we suppose to do in an hour a-hole !!

3.the reason for the fact above is because as we all know this is the because the global warming situation has made a great impact de kan ?? so it has the causing Malaysia to rain macam tak pernah hujan dalam 10 tahun. *but hye beats uber hot days =D*

so yes ladies and wee-ners those are the reasons why i think that the sports day this yr will not be as great BUT knowing me and my optimism factor i think SEDAYANS WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN NO MATTER WHAT KAN !!?? kan ??!! 0_o

so anyways all the bad new talk has made me kinda turn sore therefore i shall begin to mention the GOOD things that happend :
1.i FINALLY got my sweet kick-ass Creative vision M back from warranty after 3 weeks.

2.ive gone back to the gym =D

3.hope to get financial issue settled by end of the month ??

4.looks forward for a new day =D * toldcya im optimistic *

so basically i have been asigned to be the official photographer for sportsday =) *huge ass grin* get to taking the picture for the sports day-ing hehe.

anyways will upload picx on multiply soon on sportsday

Brats taiping 2k8

2008-03-17T17:36:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD !!! FINALLY MAN !! 15 yrs of waiting has ended i have finally OFFICIALLY become a Brat of forth this day !! phew .

Now i dont have to curi curi Sr workshops anymore with my liquid paper'd Brats Jr tag which i got when i was 13 phffftttt. haha . anyways 15 yrs waiting bo liow allrdy so damn happy. anyways the program has totally taken a 360 change. I would say that this is the biggest change ever to the program because its all so so much more "mysterious" as the program is now engineered and designed in a way where by each program would have its own mark on the participants. its uberly cool as there are no more "make your own and publish ur own newspaper" thingy anymore. now it's all gone and they brought in video. damn cool kan ??.

the seniors for this camp were Muix, Mellisa , Hui and Muzhani. they did an excellent job handling us but kind of awkword la coz i was the sr for Mellisa's camp and now she sr-ing me hahah but alls good .

I think to me the best part of the camp since its change is that more media has been brought in so much so that it relates to alot of what we do on a daily basis . One of the biggest addition to the program was to bring in the video media because now-a-days like mum has said lots of times is that there are loads of revenues that are being used to host and broadcast news to your front door but the most influential media would be the internet because almost the whole world uses the internet for information and such . websites such as Youtube and other video hosting websites are now capable to bring you news immediately. therefore now Brats has taken a whole new level by going into video media to introduce another revenue that will bring news not only from the papers. but there were still stuff about the news papers that we had to do like articles and stuff but more a less we did cover alot on videography and photography.

HO!! like in every Brats camp i stay low and sort of undercover and GODDAMMIT IT WORKED !! hahaha it was so secret that the guys tought that my bro was Melissa's brother and ju eng her mom heheheh till the last day .anyways it was all fun and i will say it again IM FINALLY A BRAT AFTER 15 YRS !!! hehehe now can sr officially =P haha .

drummerDbrown21

2008-02-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

i tell you if u can play as fast as this fella here ill buy you the same drum set his using *metaphorically speaking that is =) *
Rim work drum solo

the used-taste of ink *YEA!*

aiyoyo sammy!!!

2008-02-02T17:46:00.000+08:00

Dammit la i have GOT TO update this blog more often hmmmmm . .anyways its been godknows how long since I last updated my blog so im going to put in the whole kahuna on what I did for the last I think 2 months , yes ??

SO while I wasn’t updating my blog I was in Cambodia last yr in December *pics up on multiply*. And it’s a nice place and all but shit the food there sucks ! and bugger !!! they freaking use USD !! mahal doh !! but all and all it was a good 4 days =) ooo yea I forgot SPM year this year =( damn sedih but hye I’m out of the education hell hole after that MUAHAHAHAHH!! *Phffff what the hell*. So anyways to tell the truth I cant wait for spm *shocking music in the background* I donno is just the thrill of having finish my last school examination excites me. Any idea where I should work after spm ?? anybody?? .

Less talk about ass-pee-am its making me kinda sick couse its like everyday it always “eh spm la takut la bro” or “spm study study study , canoot go out , must study 24/7 until spm day” I tell you im so damn sick of those kind of individuals. What the fuck man, would a little going out and having a fun time ruin ur whole freaking 14 A spm result target ?? phfff screw you. Err not that I know of those kind of people la but if there are GET A FREAKING LIFE LA !!. cant wait to get my driving license after spm hehehehehHAHAHAHAHMUAHAHAHHAHA although it’s a long wait, I think its worth the wait.

Im kind of getting use to seeing so many super cars on the road these days , don’t you think so ?? its like everybody now days owns a Mazda Rx8 or a Nissan 350z its almost like a common car in KL allrdy and don’t let me et started on the mini coopers and bmw’s TONS OF THEM EVERYWHERE. What do you think I should get for my first car eyh ??? something second hand, something hardy, something inexpensive to maintain but has an hardy tough look. I was thinking that old BMW 350i or was it the 310i then my mum was like “its freaking impractical because it’s a freaking continental second hand car !so damn hard to maintain somemore, tak payah”. I was shocked by the fact that how the hect did my mum know so much on cars ? but oh well I guess ill search summore =).

Chinese new year around the corner people the only time of the year when you can wear red from top to toe and people wont think your part of the rainbow squad. And also the time of the year where you can gamble the crap out of yourself and claim yourself bankrupt with a good excuse. This year is the year of the rat, so I was reading the Chinese horoscopes in the Malay Mail today and I was reading under my year which is the sheep and it was written by Lilien Too. So was reading and fuck I realized that everything that was written was all the bad things that would happen to the sheep year. It wrote “the year of the sheep is an unfortunate unlucky year for you. You will have much trouble with your love life , business, and etc etc etc.” and then there was the ways to prevent the bad luck from accruing “in order to make your business better this year, place the lucky coin in a red angpau with some money and place it under your pillow before you sleep, in order to prevent robbery, place the blue rhino in you briefcase or car to protect your belongings” of course there was more la but I forgot. After reading it I was thining is this some kind of marketing tactic to lure people to buy more feng sui ornaments from her shop, or is it to get people to believe in feng sui ?? and what the hell is a blue rhino ?? is it like some kind of sick prank festival where people go around painting rhinos blue for no particular reason ?? *poor rhino.. its ok your now part of the blue man group*. Lucky im not believing in any of this. Phffff blue rhino in your briefcase, what the hell. Next what ?? a pink elephant in your wallet ?? you’ll be like paying for your groceries and you take your wallet out, and then OUT OF NO WHERE, a huge pink elephant pops out of your wallet ! then after paying , you put your wallet back in your back pocket and people might just get the idea that your a pitiful soul who must be suffering from the worst case of butt tumor. What the heck man.

So to all of you , GONG HEI FATT CHOY !!! and remember collect all those ang paus and get high sniffing all those cash in them hahaha !! have a great one guys .

booochika wa wa !!

2007-12-14T02:16:00.001+08:00

DUDE i have seriously have never found myself writing such an emo post before man kimak sial !!! anyways ive had a few things going on during the last few weeks, months, days etc etc etc .Anyways its been one heck of a year for me la new school , new found friends and so so so so much more .

I went to 3 major major concerts man this year and by george!!it was a freaking bomb man !!! first concert I went to was in I think late march ?? Kanye West in stadium Kuala Lumpur with Jy and Vanessa not surprisingly Gary also la *phfff funny hip-hop hockey coach of mine * . but then in July Good Charlotte came to town and I had freaking media passes baby !! had a blast there coz I suddenly met up with Arleen* my o-so-hot friend of mine* and Sean *defense partner in hockey !! booyaa!! * and the whole buch of them la. We just had crazy go nuts fun time la. And on the 9th of December 2007.... My freaking Chemical Romance yo !! damn siok wei I have seen the emo’s of the emo’s and the goth’s of the goth’s at that concert. Plus plus plus I had front stage tickets hehehe .

Its was more then just concerts and meeting up concert buddies for this year but umm I think maybe abit of a new school would add a lil kick to it ?? Sri Sedaya the school which….well…not a school which I fency and most definitely not a school which by half of this year would still say is a school better then my previous school, BUT I guess I’ll just finish off there la. I mean its only a year kan ??

New school = new found friends kan ?? so boy hehehe have I found a fucking load of new friends man. Crazy, hyper, hot, musically talented, weird, talkative u name it la all oso got one le !! hehe

Movies movies and o so much movies that I have watch and STILL wanting to watch this year like umm I havnt watched Hitman and Enchanted yet kinda wanting to watch those. Hehe

Also this year I found a new year end job at Hagaan Dazs hehe yea ice cream boy. I fucking sell world premium ice cream yo !! I’m like 1 step closer to chasing my dream I guess.

Also umm this year there was a huge down fall for me during the beginning of the year when my good friend pass away ummm it was rather sad la I mean he was close and all soooo yea..

Anyways to everyone everywhere anywhere !! HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MERRY XMAS TO ALL !!! I’ll see you again next year !!

I’ll end this post with this years theme song hehe *I kinda think its pretty cool hehe =) *

whats there to blog about ??

2007-12-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

whats there to blog about ? i could write about the birds, the trees, and everything under the sun but maybe i had seconds thoughts and start writing about you . =)

Why do I wanna blog bout you or the actual question is what made me blog about you . its not always that I log about someone or something as you can see that I have only 136 posts on my blog considering the fact that other people would blog an average of possibly 2 posts a week ? but I tend or at least try to make my posts special or make it count not because I need readers to come clicking at my blog so that ill get paid a check of RM500 every month by adverlets. Hehe. But its just for self satisfactory reasons. Therefore I would like to blog about you .

I always looked up to people such as su ann* pinkpau* or lisan *lisan scribbles* for good stuff to write about but this post just seemed to have poped out of nowhere when you came into my head. It wasn’t always like this until today. Ever since I saw you the other day by the entrance of the coffee shop , I knew that I could not forget you.

Since that very day, I always liked a few things about you almost your whole character and appearance. Till our first “Hello”. =)

Its been a while now , and YET I still could not come up to tell you how much I liked you and why I liked you so much. So I figured that maybe if I wrote or now typed it out first it would maybe make things a lil easier.

The reason why I like you is because your not only beautiful outside but your also beautiful on the inside. The smile that I see each and every time makes me feel like im in a better place and makes my day slightly brighter. The thoughtfulness and generosity of you when adopted a puppy from the shelter home and named it Mocho and insured it a home for it to live in and people who loved it dearly .

During prom night, when I saw you in the baby blue prom dress and high heals, I thought you were the most prettiest girl in the whole ball room. The time when I fetched you home in the rain from the library after studying for your big exam the next day , you said that even tough if you studied so hard you wouldn’t pass your papers and I said that all you needed was a lil self confidence in yourself and you smiled back and me and the very day you got your results by the jumping, and huge smile on your face I knew that you did it already. The time I rushed to the mall after you called me the take you home when your hopeless ex-boyfriend dumped you for another girl, you wouldn’t stop crying and I told you no matter what you will always find a way better guy out there then him. I felt awfully hopeless as all I could do was sit with you and wipe the tears from your eyes.

We grew older I found myself liking you. Though it may seem weird even to me but I just had to tell you this before it was to late. This may seem like an awfully emo post that I have ever written but all I have to add on for a last touch is....
Who are you ??

why havnt i found you??

where are you??

soulja boy just got better

2007-11-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

i use to think this song was crap but haha after listening to this i changed my mind =)
Heres Soulja Boy-crank that Travis Barker Remix

its been a tiring week =)

2007-11-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

wow i cant believe that i've actually done so much in such a short time its almost like i gone true time into the future to do so much at such a short time . this year is just flying way way to fast on the one way express .

i thought that i started of my year with a blast at Sri Sedaya , but as time went on i found myself saying the same thing that all the other students have been saying "this school would do better without a few teachers". Id have to agree to that statement but just to come back down to earth for a while , the saying "the students make the school" is well,reasonable enough to believe but then again if the teachers of the school do not work with the students , the soul purpose of that saying no more exist anymore . my question that i leave this paragraph would be . is it right to stand your ground on the teachers who have their good faces on with your parents and their bad faces on you when your parents are not looking ??

anyways it has been for sure one kanasai school year for me haha BUT i sure did meet a couple of crazy people who i call my best friends haha =) and found myself in a crush with a korean girl =) not going out yet though *i kinda got a problem with that * .

SINCE the holidays are here ..... yes !!! im back to part time !! no no no not in freaking sri hartamas but somewhere closer to home say....sunway pyramid with its massively huge second wing *at least to me it looked huge * . THE MAIN HIGHLIGHT OF THE NEW WING IS :
1.Carls Jr *freaking good burgers with a price to kill *
2.the huge ass quicksilver shop YES!!!!!
3.SUBWAY BABY!!!
4.TGIF
5.ahhh screw it la the whole place is perfecto !!
i think i dont have to go all the way out to kl anymore cos ive got everything next door hahahahha get it get it next door ?? haha damn i crack myself up sometimes .

how do you ask a girl out ?? hehe

second thoughts

2007-10-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

ive been having second thoughts about geting the ipod nano third generation coz ive seen the new sony walkman nw-s610f *dammit its a damn long name * the sound quality compaired to the ipod is slightly lower grade but it has a much much more cooler,user friendly features . compaired to the ipod i think that the sony walkman is much worth my budget plus its only going for RM599 for 4gb and battery lasting for music is 33hrs and video 9.5hrs which i think is very efficient =)

Sawadeekrap

2007-10-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

booooyaaaa baby i just got back from the greatest city *to me * in the world Bangkok , THAILAND !!! yea spent Raya there with my family + jia yung's family + Hui's family plus literally shoped till i droped hahaha i was a very well spent Raya i would say *spent....haha get it "spent" ?? ...never mind =( *

so anyways on the day that we arrived at the Thailand international airport by Air Asia which umm kinda sucked during the going there flight , but coming back was pretty cool. We stayed at this hotel ,Edmaral Hotel which had this sort of vintage 1940 kinda look to it but had a sense on techno to it *oo btw the hotel serves a heck of a good breakfast buffet =)* . as i was saying hahaha , the hotel was next to umm two shopping malls which i found Dairy Queen's-blended-served-upside down-or-its free ice cream for only 19bth thats only RM1.90 0_0 back here it would have been close to RM 9 for a regular hahaha . anyways we ate at this restaurant called Lelawadee . it was sort of a pub / restaurant kinda place it had the most drop to earth good thai food and drop to earth cheap alcoholic drinks i mean 170bht *i think* for a pina colada ??hahah kinda cool aint it ?? *btw im not sure bout the price but its close to that and thats only RM17 *

we went to the Royal Palace located somewhere in town and it was freaking huge hahah i thought that it was just a huge ass castle on top of a hill or something but kanasai its like a bloody fortress with temples and shop and so many other stuu it was just awesome la hahahah .

Chatuchak was damn awesome la . the things there were damn cheap and bargain able and the place was huge !!! unfortunately when we got there it rained heavily and dint get to shop much but in the end we did get to shop abit before closing time =) . bought myself new shoes which cost 750bht hahaha RM75 haha its black and red =) . anyways im just gona post pics up for you to see *just another lame excuse coz im really lazy to write allrdy =) *

bangkok international airport

snake farm thailand

Lelawadee statue

Royal Palace

the temple inside the palace

Royal Palace with Royal Tourist haha

Lelawadee

thats all for the photo BUT if u wanna see more head on to my multiply site to see all the photos from bangkok

iPod nano has come a long way hasnt it ??

2007-10-01T17:15:00.000+08:00

im so so tempted in buying the new ipod nano. i mean since i first saw it on the net its seems to be quite an slik and cool gadget . ive read the reviews on this piece of monster and it seems to be quite a value for money gadget. it comes in all sorts of fancyfull rainbow colors for the 8 gb one but unfortunately it only comes in silver for the 4 gb one . anyways not to worry about the colors so much the price of this lil monster is about RM619-RM 800++ i mean thats so darn cool right ?? RM 619 for a 4 gb i pod nano is so worth it hehe =) . ooo heres the good part . the nano now comes with video.... =D yeas!!!!!!!!!! hahaa so watcya think ?? worth it kan ?? anyways gimme your opinion if its worth its 2 sens haha .

the new ipod nano *aint it pretty =)*

lilttle things

2007-09-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

i just come to realize that Petronas has the best and most touching ads on tv . SO since Bulan Puasa and Hari Raya is on the way i wanted to put up some ads that to me are the best soummm ENJOY!!

Its been a while eh ??

2007-08-26T16:07:00.001+08:00

Holiday !!!! yes its come .... an now its going =( so sad .... hahah anyways had one awesome week of holidaying haha .

I was in Kuching , Sarawak senior-ing the Brats workshop that was held there . holy crap yo i think this was the only workshop which had a whole massive load of really pretty girls i was so awesome so so awesome =) hehe me and jon were stunned from the first day we walked in to the room where the workshop was done . it was like

me:jon...errr jon i think we've hit the jackpot

jon:*stonned*

me:jon, jonnnn *earth to jon , jon come in jon!! *

jon:stonned

so yea that was pretty much the situation . but seriously speaking it was one of the best camps so far la not coz of the people *ehem the girls* but also coz they were so sporting and enthusiastic . not forgetting !!! i have updated my tastebuds and i have a craving for sarawak laksa !!! OMG its like damn orgasmic la !!!! the soup is damn kau nice wei !!!

After the o-so-tiring 5!! days in Sarawak i was in Gopeng before i could even fall asleep properly o_0 i was damn stone the whole trip there yo ! but lucky i had something there to un-stone me . PAINTBAL!!! yea !!! damn siok wei i got shot for times damn kelian wei haha but i shot Calvin 4 times in his foot yea !!!

OO SHIT!! i forgot to tell you people , when i was in Sarawak , me,lisan,jd and jon were watching tv and chilling in debs room UNTIL!!! there was this propaganda music video which come on air on RTM 1 before they were ending transition it was hilarious !!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=RSwN9fRqT64
*go watch it and you know what im talking about . Can u believe it at 1 am !!*

briefly its about siti nurhaliza and azman *that AF host* doing this video about Warna Warna Malaysiaku and their chorus is "AIYOH TUNJUKLAH SIMBOL PERPANDUAN!!" and they show this hand sign which is something like Nirvanas hand sign . so funny

anyways today i roller bladed 5km in SJ 10km Run and the best part is that the middle strap and the lower strap of my roller bladed pecah before the race and i had to go on with the race so i went all 5km with the top strap ONLY!!! giler !!! anyways i wanna asve money to get maybe nike blades or something i can get from skateline WEEEE!!!

anyways ill upload Sarawak photos as soon as i get it la !!!

guees what

2007-07-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

guess what boy and girls !!

my blog is officially been rated and criticized!!

but who really gives two shits anyways hahah!! this is fun

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the doted dot

2007-07-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

lately i havnt been blogging that much wonder why ?? hmmm? it quite puzzling actually, cause i have always so many, many things to blog about when i just dont know how to put it into words . its either im blocked with too too too many thoughts or i just dont have the "mood" to type . ahhh well either way, bright site is im blogging now =) !!

ive always been fascinated by the people who become famous by blogging take for example, Kenny Sia , i mean his blog is so drop to earth simple and basically his only writing about his daily rants and etc etc etc , but what is it that makes the blog or even him for that matter so popular ? and what is it that makes his readers leave mindless amounts of comments in each entry so much that u can publish a book just with the amount of comments ?? its these things that run by my mind each and every time i wanna post something . is it because of the way they write their blogs or is it the fascinating pictures that they take . to my opinion , the only blog that catches my eye each time i read it would be su ann's blog . not only the fact that she can write but its the pictures she takes are like the sort of pictures you would look at and understand the entry at a glance .

ive been thinking , what would the world be like without strangers ?? i mean if we were all friends , heck , there wouldn't have to be anyone new to meet anymore wouldn't there ?? . but , would it effect the way we live or the way we do things . i mean there wouldn't be any war in the world , crime rates would take a massive drop and so many many things would have changed . but , would it be a good thing or a bad thing ??

hohohoho!! i cant wait till end of the year when i get my job *hopefully ;)* . reason being is cause , thau shall invest thau's earnings on a Sony PSP . i have been eying it for the past god knows how long man . and dammit the prices are damn low now days due to the great all mighty release of the PS3 . i still prefer PS2 its so so so so much a better console . O YEA !! one more thing . if IF IF my exams finish by sept , i might be heading to Singapore for the Music fest !! WOOHOO!! if la small chance still but who knows =) . cant wait to go to thailand doh!! end of th year , end of the year , end of the year muahahahahha!! .

till the next post , i shall look up to the big blue sky for shooting stars and milky ways . hehe =)

things have gone so wrong just the small things

2007-06-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

over the past few days , i have lost,broke,said,eaten,smelled,DONE something wrong and basically i HAVE no idea what made me do it, but there were good things that came after . heres bundle of things that have gone o-so-wrong during the past few days

1.THE BAD=i was broke for a couple of days . i only had less then RM20 in my ATM =O shocking ?? i know =)
THE GOOD=i put in the money that was suppose to buy me my new hockey pants into the acc so yea im not that broke after all *weee!! *

2. THE BAD=i lost my Fitness First card *god knows where it is now* so i had to pay the unnecessary RM25 bucks -_-"
THE GOOD=hye i got to go to Fitness First again !! =D

3.THE BAD=had stomach problems +(
THE GOOD = theres no good in this one hmmm =|

4.THE BAD= i spent unnecessary RM10 for NHL 07 for the pc and it had stupid problems while i was in the middle of the game *dumb ass Cd*
THE GOOD=i got to ply 20 mins of the game ??

5.THE BAD=somehow while trying to erase the virus in my computer via deleting my old acc with my bros acc , i ummm *this is gonna sound damn stupid * forgot to buckup my files
THE GOOD=had an old backup in an external hard disc =D

well that pretty much wraps up the whole list . dammit i hope nothing ELSE goes any worse =(
i think im gonna be jamming for free !! FREE!! U HEAR ME FREE!!! cause Neil bought a drum set so this concludes that i can go to his hse which right behind mine and jam and jam and jam some more !! *wern cher is gonna be happy =)*

Parents night is closing in so if you yes you my dear friends would like to come and see me dance and maybe laugh ur heads off and after that go mamak please tell me coz there are 30 tables to be sold and its RM35 per ticket =) hope you can make it !!

SOnia's coming back on saturday *weeee*

no name o face

2007-06-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hong Kong hopefully next year ill be with you ...... *why SPM WHY!!! *

posting....beep...posting...beep

2007-06-10T01:55:00.000+08:00

Ran out idea and names to label my entry so my as well just hantam only la . i mean who even bothers what your entry tittle is i can even insert *FREE TRIP TO MARS !!!* yet people will still browse through your entry like reading a 5 sec script . oo well . I mean not all people do that only a few ?? =D

Environment...that simple word what does it mean to you ?? is it something you ONLY live in till the day you die and move on to the other side OR is it something you live,care,love and appreciate till you die . To me the word is something that i feel strongly for and care for . thats what i came to realize in the P2P greeniez camp during the holiday. well it wasn't all the best but yea it was pretty darn cool !! PINKPAU AND AIMEE why the heck dint you come !! huh??!!! i wan die isit ??!!! hehehe jusmessing with you . anyways there was Lisan , Muix , Ric , Aaron and a few more people i recon so it wasnt so bad =) .

SO!..... that kinda concludes part of my hols . OOOO SHIT!!! hold up i forgot something

here enjoy yourself laugh your balls out and tell me watcha think =D

EXAMS NAK ABIS !!

2007-05-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

I tell you sometimes i wish that exams never existed . Its cause when you think your done with one paper and u never wanna do it again , hohohohoh trust me theres like 1830982320480918 million more papers for u to go through...dumb fucks.... but in a way exams has its pros and cons like many other things in life . FOR example :-
1.during exams you get to go for break earlier then you juniors =)
2.you get a massive load of free time during intervals between your exams
3.ummmm..you get to sit in groups trying to "revise" hehe i mean thats what i do la

the bad thing bout exams is that :-
1.after your done with one paper u have TONS more to take *normal la *
2.after the paper u still have a whole lot of time , thus you get bored and start doing stupid stuff
3.its exams *u'll get over it* and what ?? get on with other hard stuff ?? hehe

good thing tomorrow its my last paper artz... ive got no problem with artz, no no no , no problem at all its just the theory for artz can kill you thats all *fumbles and merajuk* so yea when im done with that IM DONE !!!

To times i think to myself ,do people still consider 16 year olds as minors or young independent adults ?? coz on Thursday after my mid-terms IM GOING TO ZOO NEGARA *YAY* HAHA . wouldnt it be awkward to see a bus load of 16 year olds wearing their school sports uniforms and watching animals do their stuff ?? how awkward can that be ?? hehehe but its gonna be fun i think ?? watching monkeys pee into each others mouth hehehe =)

I watched Spider man 3 the other day actually it was last Friday and holy crap was it hilarious . half way through the movie when spider man became emo man hehe , the electricity was cut of IN THE CINEMA !! it was so damn funny ive heard of cinema's going on fire but this ?? hehe this is just funny *FULLSTOP!!* haha first time have i ever experienced such a thing . all and all its was a good movie hehe emo man ... hehe i wanna watch Spider Man 4 and hopefully itll be him against Carnage =D yea !!

I cant seem to download the new fall out boy song la ...if anyone has it care to share =) hehehe its a nice song

fi fai fo fum !!

2007-05-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just cant believe what people will do to see a preview or an opening of a new movie or some crap like that i mean after all its just a MOVIE , their not giving a way 192999399 million Rupias or something like that . i went to pyramid today to TRY to catch the first show for spidey 3 . and when i got there....hehehe boy was i amused by the number for people there it was as tough they were standing there for the past 8hrs or maybe even the night before which would have been pretty freaky 0_o anyways moving on.

MY MUM IS HAVING A TEA PARTY ??....IN OUR HOUSE ??.... well not exactly a tea party or any smancy pansy event but she want to start a business which is basically like opening up a 'cafe' and she cooks while a number of o-so-lucky people come together to taste heaven .i mean that.well sort of.hmmmm. so yea tomorrow is just like a experimental trial where again a few of o-so-lucky people get to come to the house and eat slices of heaven hehehe MUAHAHAH!!!

well anyways i just found the two best things that for ME is worth paying for . i found The Used soundtracks !! i really really want to get my big hands on those cd's only thing is i dont have the big green,red,blue colored notes :\ NEVER MIND !! when you want something u gotta work for it am i correct !! so i shall SAVE !!! tough i was planning on taking up a business plan or some sort some way of making money on the side you just for my expenditure and also to kinda help my mum financially . but i think ill do that later on .

another thing that i found out thats worth money on is an extra RAM card thinking of getting a 1GB RAM card and combining it with my 512 MB RAM card and thus i shall optimize my computers performance to 1.5 GB ??? *if anyone knows the correct answer pls do tell me im pretty bad at these kinda stuff * THE REASON i need to optimize my be-a-u-ti-full system is because of the following reasons :-

1.i bought Battlefield 2142 without knowing that the speed of my computer is like the speed of a fat panda on a tortoise .

2.i bought myself and o-so-lovely new hard drive which is a 80GB Seagate hard drive and right new is desperately in need of speed .seriously.

3.i just need speed =) *lots of it *

coming to a conclusion i will have to save a cut back amount of RM300 maybe ?? I KNOW its allot to cut back on therefore i shall not eat cafeteria food *its not worth eating anyways* coz its not worth eating and i shall also save up to RM100 a month due to certain cut down of expenditures . there , that my fellow friends is the plot i plan to hold on to till my goal is scored or conquered *or some smancy pantsy word u would use to replace those two words.*

MID TERM EXAMS AR HERE OOOHHH SHIAT!! bagaimana la aku !! SIAL!!! boleh la i think im game for it hopefully .

CHELSEA PLAYING LIVERPOOL IN ANFIELD !! hell yea BLUES gonna win!!

Good Charlotte concert 2k7

2007-04-22T10:44:00.000+08:00

it was amazingly very very good !!! especially the local acts was very very very good One Buck Shot's performance was 1 of the best performance for the local acts and also Estranged was very very good . SADFULLY i dint take any photos though coz i tot i couldn't bring my camera so i bring it and when i was there ,i saw a whole wave of cameras in the sky it was damn sakit hati wei .

i meet alot of really good frends who i havnt seen for the past 4379274039823042 centuries . i saw Ann who was with her sister and frends and i also saw Su Chin who looks the same when i last saw her 4-5 yrs back thats how long i havnt seen her . BUT the best part was that i meet Sean,Mel and ARLEEN there too !! it was damn chun we got into the mosh pit was damn cool !! *i think there were people smoking ganja there coz i cud smell it * anyways besides that im trying to get sean to pass me some photos that his girlfrend took coz i wanna post it up .

it was a freaking good concert man last night i really hope MTV does something for the local music scene coz it would be even bigger !! ooo well this post isnt gonna be long coz there wasnt really much to talk about but yea ENJOY!!

speed painting

2007-04-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

what some people do to waste time ... IS TOTALLY MAGNIFICENT I TELL YOU !!!

Touch The Sky

2007-04-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

last weekend i watched two events back to back and one of them wasnt much ejoyable then the other one .

on Saturaday i watched Finding Nemo on ice which was pretty cool and all but some Punjabi fella *sry rephrase that sentence "a really Tall Punjabi fella" * was sitting right infront of me so i could not see much . nia sing ..... anyway i wouldnt say it say it was the best and all but it was good la wasnt fantastic .

the main event for the weekend was
Kanye West " Touch The Sky Tour"

in Stadium Negara it seriously was the best off all the concerts ive been to . it was just reall really happening .Before the concert they had DJ Goldfish and DJ t-Bone spinning and umm a few local rap performances which was ummm pretty boring sad fully . then when Kanye West came on stage it was just phenomenal. The whole stadium just came to life it was the best. He performed i think 12 songs ?? and sad fully there was no Encore dammit -_- . anyways it was really really good . ooo by the way i saw Kimberly , Khai Ling and the people who were formally from Sri KDU at least i think it was them hehe . I CANT WAIT FOR MCR CONCERT if there is ever gonna be one la BUT i will most deffinately go for it unless im all outta cash then that would be a different story but looking at my financial status now...i would say its most probably not going to happen . sad . really sad .

things that im really really not satisfied with!!

2007-04-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

i tell you when the things that are on the "im not satisfied" list satys there FOREVER AND EVER !! *until someone who so damn kind to resolve the matter *

Ladies and girls i present you with the "im not satisfied" list

1)I have fuckingly come up with a conclusion that MALAYSIA HAS *no wait,make that has ALWAYS!!!* BEEN A COUNTRY WITH A REALLY REALLY BAD INTERNET CONNECTION !!! and its kinda pissing me off coz imagine writing a really really long article on god knows what u want to put up in ur blog and when you want to post it the internet will in my butts name pop up with some shtupid page that says "THIS PAGE CONNOT BE FOUND !!U DICK HEAD !! " and ill be like stupidly starring at the page trying to think of a way to release the anger that MADE MY FUDGING ANNOYED !!!

2) why cant the sports ministry and the government of Malaysia build a GODDAMN OLYMPIC SIZE ICE HOCKEY RINK !! i mean take for example of the collection of the 382103218483207813 useless "architecture structures" in Cyber Jaya THEY EVEN HAVE A DAMN GOLDEN BRIDGE THERE !!*at least i think it is 0_o??* why the heck do we need a San Fransisco Golden Bridge in Malaysia ?? it must have cost at least a bloddy atom bomb to build!! and an olympic ice hockey rink would only cost probably a torpedo?? anyways my point is....DUDE , PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BUILD SOMETHING USEFUL!!!SERIOUSLY !!

3) * umm i think im pretty satisfied with the rest of the things Malaysia has to offer * so if you have anything that you might wanna put up on the "im not satisfied" list just add it to the comment list "thats the green button bellow the entry that says "0 Danced Back " hehe =)

i have a big head and little arms

2007-03-31T18:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes when you watch cartoons you cant help but to let that lilttle kid in you come back out . i know i do =) hehe its just the joy of watching cartoons with that kid-like mood .

i went with Cheryl and Neal to Cathay Cineleisure to watch "Meet the Robinsons"

i tell you the person who wrote the script is a fudging geniuses . the things that they come out with is histarical i tell you you people out there have to go and watch it man !!!

I just found out that The Curve has no fast food restaurants !! 0_o ...we had to walk all the way to Ikano just to eat stupid A&W that wasnt even filling and we had to go to IKEA to have what i think one of the best hotdogs around , who can resist having a hotdog that lets u put as much condiments that you want !! WHO U TELL ME WHO!!! nia sing !!

its gonna be abit lonely in school coz Cheryl is leaving =( but Amir and Aiman and the whole gang still there is ok la !!! still as noisy as before !! LOVELY MATE!!! no problem=)
nia sing...

cookie smeeling towels

2007-03-25T19:15:00.001+08:00

some how i come to the realization that until now for the past god knows how many centuries ive been going to the gym that the towels there smell like cookies ?? haha and im gonna come up with some conspiracy theory that the club sent their towels to a cookie factory so that they will be washed in cookie water and when u use the towel to wipe your sweat after a long workout you will be tempted to eat cookies after your workout and you'll gain weight that youve lost and working out would be pointless.Never the less you will have to pay the club to use their facilities and you will keep paying and paying just to use the gym but instead gain more weight from the tempting smell of cookies from the towel .....ok....yeah.....

anyways yesterday sports day was probably one of the best sports day ive been to ?? i dint take any pics tough but frankly speaking i really really miss police cadet marching back in Cahaya,damn YOU people wait once our cadet kor in Sedaya is well establish, we will beat Cahaya down like a fly and a electrical fly swat. BWAHAHAHAH!!! *only if Alex Leong is no more in charge la* but wtf its all in good fun

i think i just got owend

2007-03-23T17:58:00.000+08:00

i think i just got OWEND by a 4 year old kid whose drum skill can beat me anytime,anywhere,anyhow and ITS SCARY!!!

i think im just gonna sit by a corner and weep haha

satisfy your partner,be a real man

2007-03-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

Yes my dear people i have just come to realize that people take the time to send you email's that are pleading you to buy there products that so happen to help u improve your sex relationship.
Does anybody even believe that kinda thing now days ??

perhaps i should also mention that the founding of tongkat ali may be the next best probably the next best thing next to Vigra and Hooters.
Malaysia should be very proud that they have finally found a product that will increase our population by god knows how many percent.i mean is not like our population is almost overcrowded allready but yet they still wanna make more babies then ever . im guessing Malaysia wants to be a country that can be proud to say that broke the record of having the most motorbike stuntman in the world .

why does yin wanna know wats in my bag ?=)

2007-03-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

What is your bag?
Its a black color bodyglove bag which was bought by my mum in Pinang last year .Its got a really really cool design and it cost i think RM70++ *lov it*

What’s in your bag?
hahahhahahaha GOOD question .....let me see....(u'd kinda be disappointed coz i dont carry much *DUH*)

An extra shirt *just in case*
Mp4 Player
Earphones
drumsticks*if i go jamming*
maybe a half eaten cheeseburger ?
coins
a packet of chewing gum
my nike jacket that i use in the rain
camera ??
pencil,pen
sweet wrapper
sweets

i think thats bout it =) hehe

tagged.....sounds like im branded?? haha

2007-03-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE

Name : Jirwan

Birth Date : 31th May 1991
Current Status : single and available
Eye Colour : Hazel Brown
Hair Colour : Black*but i do see abit of red donno why*

Right of lefty : Righty but play hockey with left*haha im NOT normal,im spacial*

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE

My Heritage : Malay

My Fears : clowns that eat people

My Weaknesses : sleep

My Perfect Pizza : cheese cheese and 100% cheese

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

My thoughts first waking up : "damn im still alive,thank god!!"

My bedtime : Depends would you count past midnight early? =)

My most missed memory : Banyak la bang way to many

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke : pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King : Burger king
Single or grouped dates : both

Adidas or Nike : Adidas & Nike

Tea or Nestea : Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee : Cappuccino*class sikit XD*

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : it remains a secret

Curse : its not a daily routine but i do abit here and there

Take a shower : eyeap!!

Have a crush : eyeap

Think you've been in love : so many many times.

Go to school : yes...u lucky collage people out there...YOU WATCH OUT!!

Want to get married : eyeap i wanna spread my minions around the globe !! *kidding la but i do wanna get married*

Believe in yourself : Heck yea
Think your a health freak : abit...sometimes...maybe..hehe

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : yeap

Gone to the mall : yeap
Been on stage : yeap
Eaten sushi : yeap

Dyed your hair : YEA!! *i looked retarded tough*

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game : no....not yet hahaha JUST KIDDING
Changed who you were to fit in : Nope i like being myself

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...

To be married : i donno i was thinking 27 ??

LAYER 9 : IN A GIRL....
Best eye colour : water blue or apple green
Best hair colour : blonde and long or black and long
Short hair or long hair : long hair

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : hitting my keyboard

Hour ago : At Myspace.com
4.5 hours ago : at the Mosque

1 month ago : At Asian Winter games Chang Chun

Year ago : in a screwed up skool

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : My 2 pairs of drumsticks,my hockey stuff,hockey,my iguana,my room,my family,frens,stuff.....

I feel : like playing drums while eating skittles
I hate : human eating clowns,En Aiza Rizuan * screw that BIATCH!!*
I hide : my secrets,and a dark past

I miss : snow..:(
I need : to go to the BEACH!

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE

Sher lyn!!

Julian

Aimee

Yin

eelain boo

I craped In ur pants

2007-02-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

anyways no i dont want to crap in your pants and no, i dont want to have anything to do with your pants haha . anyways today would have been the most wicked-est of all wicked days . for only i had not been so tired . dammit im so damn tired i tell you !!! and the funny part is i have no idea why im sooooo tired its pretty weird la .

anyhow my day was saved by a jam session and a bowl of pasta soup....*that sorta dint come out right dint it ? :/ * what i meant to say is that today i had a good jam session with the two brothers Amir and Aiman and i had mechoroni soup for dinner. *yay*. but yea it wasnt so bad after all .

IM BACK INTO DRUMS AGAIN!!! woooohooo !! i have this nostalgic feeling that made me want to play drums again the feeling was so great that i even bought myself a new set of drumsticks *how cool is that ??* it cost RM15 ,well it wasnt the top of the range type but it was just perfect . Its brand is a rather corny name tough "Floda" nice kan ?? anyways its a 5a all american "Floda" pair of drumsticks which i wraped with red and black hockey tape. XD muahahahah!! they look so cool i couldnt even take credit for it . *psst* u want to know a secret ?? . i named my drumsticks :) the new pair of drumstick and the old pair . the new pair : the one in red is Bridget and the one in black is Kathila . the old pair:the one in white is Molly and the one in black is Debra . you might think im psycho or something but i think its cool =) .

oooo yea i counted my ang pau the other day and the grand sum came up to RM 224 . i would have RM300++ but i spent some before i counted :( wasted siot !! anyways with the grand sum of RM224 i intend to spend half of that profit which RM112 which of i have allrdy bought a set of new drumsticks and a new set of Philips Earphones which cost RM40 . these are probably the best headphones i have ever bought .

*the wicked power of sound is in these headsets*

currently now the school is having sports day practice and well its just like cahaya =) not much i can say about it . haha .

for the person up there..=)

2007-02-25T20:09:00.003+08:00

"How To Save A Life"

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

a discripsion of my choice

2007-02-21T15:19:00.000+08:00

This morning i woke to a stunning time at 9 in the morning I seriously was shock haha most of the times during holidays i would normally wake up around say.....11am or sometimes 12pm ooo well its the holidays . anyways so i woke up went dowstairs all blur and all set on the couch and started watching some stupid cartoon with the monster *my brother* i tell you, he is tottaly glued to the TV. he can watch the damn box from like 8 in the morning till 8 at night i mean i cant even do that i guess he has the talent for it huh ?? . Back to the cartoons. it wasnt just any cartoon it had to HAD to be Anime. it had some fishy,literal translated name "Curious Play" i like what the hell were they thinking when they litarally translated the jap name to the english name ??

Anyways if youd ask me to discribe anime to you i would discribe it as cartoons with no sense of proportion . I mean those anime fellas really need to balance out some stuff . They draw cartoons with eyes half the size of the catoons head,and hair which looks kinda alike like the other cartoons for some reason . oo yea let me add one small detail,they also have a proportion problems when it comes to drawing girl figurines . Their breast are bigger than thier head ...haiz-_- anyways i like anime well some of them AND NOT COZ OF THE GIRL FIGURINES. its coz i think they are pretty cool the only anime i have been addicted to was "RAVE" it was like the kick as anime for me than so much that id actually watch the cartoon everyday at the punctual timing .after a while it just got creppy.

*this is Rave*

I also watched The Curse of the Golden Flower and damn was it good . The fight scenes
were awesome !! i havnt seen that much blood in a long long time!!*.....0_0* ummm sry that just came out wrong some how haha !! the ascters also not that bad . i also learnt abit of fashion history tough.. "so they were the ones who introduced cleavage fashion to the world..." ahahhaa i mean those days it was freaking cold la how u mannage to survive with all those uber hot outfits ?? ooo well

anyways cheerio!! ill write in soon

ST valentino !!! asappp!!

2007-02-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

Velentines day is just round the corner hmm what to do what to do ?? im single,im lonely *hint* *hint* hahah just messing round with u. well i think ill just pass and sit in the house and stone all day ?? watcya think?? anyways its not the only time im spending veletines day alone isnt it ? ?huh!!hahah

Shit man next week tuesday have to resit the math test again ....:( im meant to be happy right i mean coz i get to resit and correct what went wrong and stuff like that so i guess its not a bad thing after all isnt it ?? :)

OOOOO guess what!! guess what !! ive found a new song !! hehe its not really something to be excited bout but yea im gonna post it up like real soon . the song is by Modest Mouse and to me it really has a really catche beat so its pretty good .

Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes

Im suppose to be participating in the Battle of the Bands I think next month ka ?? but i havnt even jamed yet !!?? wtf man the stupid school said that they will partly sponser us but they wont let us jam in school....I DONT SEE THE LOGIC IN THIS PEOPLE !!! what use is the school sponsering us if they wont let us prectice in the school ?? hahah confused peeps

o yea and if you happend to go to You Tube you should really check out a user named Popwaif her videos are really good and she has great sense in music . AND shes pretty cute he he :)

Five For Fighting - World

2007-02-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

i was running thru YouTube
and there was this vid that cought my attention take a peek and tell me watcya think ??

Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes

this song is addictive :)

cheers !!

Asian Winter Games 2k7 !!!

2007-01-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of ultimate winter sports in blistering cold weather is the far most the best thing i have ever been thru . alltough i only went for 10 days , it will still be the most memorable experince . the best part was IT WAS FREAKING SNOWING MAN!!! its not like every day i get to go out and see snow coming down like rain dont u ?? hahah i tell u it was damn cool .

besides all the snow and all , back to the sports part . the first game was against HKG and we owned them crazy man we won 7-3 MUAHAHAHAHAHHA *yay we are now 8th in AWG * anyways the next two games wasnt a "we owned them crazy " scenario it was more like "they owned us " scenario . The game was between South Korea 1st then after that North Korea . the funny part is when we played against South Korea even toh how hard we checked them to the boards and how many times we gave them shit they said we were gentle ?? 0_0" hmmmm i guess the've been thru shit worst then us before oo well -_- they are a bunch of very nice people.they were so nice they even let us score 1 goal seriously man THEY DID. Playing with North Korea was intresting yet they arnt so "mercyfull" towrods us unlike the South Korean . but then again we cant expect to win for we are new comers .

despite all the sports and snow and wat knot . Did i mantion about the place where the games were held ?? its in in Chang Chun which is the northen part of China and the weather ther can drop to as low as -40 c so yea can u imagine i cant even stand for -20 and u want me to go for -40 hahaha . oo yea there was one day i went out in a -20 weather without my gloves on can you imagine how numb my fingers were ?? i was so namb even if you were to stab my hand i would not feel it ...maybe a little but still i was so darn cold .

the food there is HORRIBLE!! its all oily and tasteless i got so sick of it that for the past 10 days i was only eating salad loads of salad . ummm healthy :> hahah*uwek* oo well at least its not to bad . anyways i had a really fun time there and ill be posting some pic in my album:
http://zero2hero.multiply.com/
enjoy !!

Life is short ....

2007-01-18T02:06:00.000+08:00

why does life for some people have to be so short ?? its really not fair at all !! im pissed and im angry the fact that my dear best friend Ahmad Fikri Razin passed away . ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR AT ALL !!!! why does the world have to be so mean why must teenagers and children have to die so young !! ?? why is there sicknesses and dieseasess that kill ??!! what the fuck is going on man im seriously fucking pissed !!! i cant take this anymore why cant the top so proclaimed "leaders" of the world use thier fucking brains to find a cure are and imunization to prevent fuck shit like this from happening !! instead of fighting and having war that the only point is to kill everybody and rule the world !!

Ahmad Fikri Razin was a boy who i admired and will admire the most . he was dearly loved and honoured by the whole school and frends who were behind him all the while . no matter how sick he was or how bad the condition got he always had a smile on his face .... to Ahmad Fikri Razin you will be missed by many people from your friends to your classmates to your family...

Everytime i look into the clouds,i have a felt that a part of me is missing and i now that part of me will never come back neither will it resolve.But then again i have to move on in life and its allrdy become a fact that his gone . Like Izzati told me " wouldnt you want him to go to heaven and be happy or see him suffer down here on earth ??" well yes for one thing i should be happy . but i told her that the felt of feeling guilty and helpless looking at him lying on his death bed will always remain in me . but hopefully that feeling will subside in days to come . to me this will become a lesson . a lesson that i will never forget...

Ahmad fikri razin 31/1/1991-18/1/2007

Xmas with a wicked twist !!

2006-12-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

Oh me Oh my , christmas this year was a blast !!! well dint actually have a big huge feast but it pretty darn good !!

well on the 2nd day of xmas which was boxing day , had a fewa good frends round for xmas dinner hehe damn alot of food sial coz we dint expect the food to be so darn filling and good heheh * HAD 2 LAMD LEGS SIAL !! * anyways there was damn alot of food la until today still alot left in my fridge . oooo well -_-' . anyways if any1 is intrested to eat my leftovers ur extreamely welcomed too .

I just only got back frm Ipoh yesturday from food frenzy hahah shiat gain damn alot of weight this xmas .....so sad .... nvm its gym time !!! *fly's to the gym * . in the 1 day journey i thik i ate almost 5 times until want to vomit sial .

PMR results are out !! yea !!! i only did ok only la not fantastic but boleh la . i got like ummm 1A 2B 3C 0_0 1D 0_0 " *WTF* wait for wat subject ?? Agama hahahaha pass wat !! anwyas there still SPM so not that bad YET !! tiu !

SHIAT!!! >_< NEED TO WORK OUT !!!!

*stupid earthquake disrupt the cables in Taiwan so internet down so kanasai!! *

~cheerss~

Rapid KL.......SCREW YOU!!!

2006-12-14T09:05:00.000+08:00

let just brief you on the do's and dont's when taking public transport .

1. due to my experience of sleeping in the KTM train and waking up to shock of reaching some ghost town in Shah Alam when instead i should be going down at subang jaya KTM station . so leasson learnd:DONT SLEEP ON THE FREAKING TRAIN!!!

2.when i was on the train knowing me i would fall asleep with my Mp4 on and play trance music full blast while i peacefully fall into a deep slumber ...tiu -_-"
again leasson learnd:DONT LISTEN TO FULL BLAST GOOD TRANCE MUSIC IN THE TRAIN !!

3.OOO yea one more thing never and i mean NEVER take a bus back frm Sri Hartamas NEVER!!!!! the reason being is because due to the over crowded capacity of rich peeps in Sri Hartamas. Rapid KL must have came up with a conclusion that "we think Sri Hartamas does not need our assitance of public transportation there" but what they fail to understand is that lil people like ME yes lil-ol-me *ok not that little la * do not have big fancy cars or big Aprila Super bikes *toh it would the damn cool if i had 1 la * to zoom around with my need and fancy .

4. i think Malaysians these days are becoming more unconcerend to other people . that day i was and KL Central when i was minding my own bussiness going into the bus . as usual there would be a whole colony of working people sqeezing there way into the bus and FUCK !! there was and old lady in the crowd and she fell down and nobody fucking cared . WTF is wrong with u people .what,now theres a new way of getting into the bus and the technic is called "push the old folks down and laugh ur balls off" ?? .WTF MAN ,SERIOUSLY !!

Shit one more thing im damn pissed of with ....DAMMIT I WANT TO GO TO VELOCITY-KL MUSIC FEST 06 shiat-_-" . the really want to go but the only thing thats holding me down is my age . TIU MAN!!

*dammit i so want to be 18 -_-" being abit older has its benefits "

kenyang siot !!

2006-12-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

Aiyo damn kenyang siot . i did like 30 sit ups today and then go buffet din with Jason,Angie,Sonia,and Wan yu wasted man siot !!! shiat anyways tomoro im walking to work so can work out abit hahahah !! the whole time we were talking bout porn and other stupid stuff la hahaha damn funny i mean we were like the loudest ppl in the whole hotel haha Atrium cafe at Pyramid Tomers . haha fun la .

SHIT MAN I SO WANT TO GO ROCK TE WORLD 7shit hist shit *shots self in the head* i mean its firstly going to be for sure damn gempak summore dammit Brokenscar performing apa la i cant go,damn frustrated .

i mean i personaly want to go and watch Broken Scar,One Buck Short ,Throne Away and Love Me Butch coz i think they freaking rock the world man :P hell yea !!! shiat nvm nvm my dear dicipels of rock the is always Rock The World 8 .muahahha . if la ....0_o "

so to those of u lucky peeps get to go make sure to take lots of pics for me to see nad let me sob in jealousy haha
cheerio !!

events.....events.....Baskin Robins ??0_o o0o

2006-12-11T14:27:00.001+08:00

2 down and 2 to go yes my dear child,im done with 2 events and there still 2 left WTF when will this ever end man -_-" . screw it la anyways . the last event which went on on last Sat and yesturday was damn xian man . the 1st round of the event was like shiat i mean there was practicaly nobody there . ooo yea btw it was a modeling competition at Cheras to find the model for the shopping plaza.

On sat i was at Souled Out for Debs b'day party . it was damn happening wei . but unfortunately the bday girl was out before midnight :( owh well cant balame it coz it was that kind of party where alcohol was like written all over the place and damn she drank damn alot wei i mean like she had vodka like water then a flaming lambogini and champaign alot allrdy wei . anyways i personaly had alot of fun hehe .

yesturday at the event there was this contestant i tellu -_-" some ppl siow one u noe . it was like freaking burning hot and this guy slumber oni come in to join wearing a sweater and im like WTF IS WRONG WITH U MAN!! fucking siow wei . and then there was this malay girl who was also another kanasai 1 she went and wear a brown thick office jacket i think she was trying to flirt with one of the judges coz when she was catwalikng she kept blnking her eye and im like wtf if wrong with her spastic ka ?? 0_o hahaha .

i think Queenspark *the place where the event was * is the only place where Baskin Robins there have there "jr " scoop ice cream the size of a tennis ball hahah . think of wat we could do with a reg scoop *imagines playing soccer with the ice cream* ooo-kay that was odd really odd man . and the best part is that its only RM8.90 for 2 scoops ok wat .

eh anyone know how to advetise this good-ol-blog of mine im damn desprate for publicity man .

its been a long time ...huh??

2006-12-04T11:57:00.000+08:00

Wow its really been a really longtime since i updated this good-ol blog of mine . Anyways alot of happenings have been going on these few days . ALOT . but i like it :)

First of all i just would like to announce that ..... I FOUND A JOB!!!!YAY ME !! well the job is not the best of the best but shit it will do . the pay is around RM 600 per month so its not bad la but they allrdy paid me half and i spent it on hockey stuff again AGAIN!!! muahahahhaahha yay yay shipments coming in soon . But the taxes should not be so high cos i ordered the stuff togather with zi yin and also togather with the whole Wildcats team so sharing is caring does apply hehe :).

I HAVE EVENTS !!!! i freaking have events oo yea and btw my company is an ads company so pretty much i get events now and then . i got Kelly,Jy and Jason to work on the events day but i feel damn bad for them la the pay is damn low RM50 per day is just really really low . BUT *see theres a but * i will try my best to fight for a higher pay for them * u guys owe me big time is the pay raises * .

Also the best thing is about to come .... MY TEAM MADE IT TO THE PLAYOFFS!!!!woohoooo!!! we have a 50-50 % chance of going to the finals !!! we really have to play damn hard possibly like kim won....*everyone stares in shock* can wat !!! try la !!! hehehe but first gotta lose some weight 1st .wait lets strike of the "some and insert 15 kg . yes i noe its gonna be hard but im up for it !! *starts running a few steps then stops and faints* its gonna take a while toh .

HAH!!!!! i have alot more la but ill update u soon!! and maybe ill even put some pics of my new hockey stuff :) now wouldnt u like to see wat i spent RM300 dollars on woudnt you ?? hehe *wait it could be more toh * hehehehe
cheers!!

my wishlist

2006-11-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

well as you all know xmas is on the way and i tought about it and i tought hye why dont i have my wishlist hahah anyways heres a few thigs that i wish to get

*RBK 7k SicKick hockey stick - this is kiler shit man
*Hellgate london PC game - must get along with *C&C 3*
*Halo 2 & 3*
* Sony Dvd burner and writer-need to get ASAP
* 6A's for PMR
*Shini to come back home
* RBK Stick beg

i think thats about it on my wishlist will update from time to time hehe cheerio!!

looks like theres not gonna be any jobs for me this year...

2006-11-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

haiz what a pity no job for me this year la .....

March of Domination

the beauty of death

It been a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG while

i wanna be a billionaire

a long way

A part of life which is going on a downhill rampage

sing it with me now

i lub you long long thyme !!!!

Panini!!

it flew away with the leaves on the trees

Kalinka

when it all falls down

did you hear about the morgans ?

OH ! pocot !

the hollywood curse

:(

lesson learned :)

Skydiving without a parachute

Baked potatoes and bacon soup .

Holmes the DJ cat

ive got a feeling :)

never knew till it hit me

I am happy , genuinely =D fow sizzle me nizzle yaw ..

Why not Join Twitter

SId was eating broccoli , the dino ate Sid , then steped on the brocolli leaving the brocolli a vegetable.

Lost , lonely , confused and i had durian

Tribute To Micheal Joseph Jackson

T-swizzy =D

im blogging cause....

all dry

Bringing home the gold =D

boom boom pow

im not happy =( *sulk*

in strap for cash... i need lots of it ... seriously

America's Sweetheart

Results are out =D

Have Faith

Dynomo of Volition

pieces of crush candy

Dilema stage

Tony Romas shithead =)

Marshmallow pie

to the beat

peak a boo

ITS FINALLY OVER !!!

The Change of Plans / On Hold

im addicted to facebook.... help =(

its here , its here , it really really here !! =)

Banana Loaf and Orange Juice

at the bottom of the well

rewriting the times

life in a shutter

pictures that spoil my day !

Green day 2008

routine screwes

Hockey Skates for sale

technology and hockey and me

FACEBOOK bloody mukabuku

Brats taiping 2k8

drummerDbrown21

aiyoyo sammy!!!

booochika wa wa !!

whats there to blog about ??

soulja boy just got better

its been a tiring week =)

second thoughts

Sawadeekrap

iPod nano has come a long way hasnt it ??

lilttle things

Its been a while eh ??

guees what

the doted dot

things have gone so wrong *just the small things *

no name o face

posting....*beep*...posting...*beep*

EXAMS NAK ABIS !!

fi fai fo fum !!

Good Charlotte concert 2k7

speed painting

Touch The Sky

im not happy =( sulk

things have gone so wrong just the small things

posting....beep...posting...beep

tagged.....sounds like im branded?? haha