Thursday, January 18, 2007
why does life for some people have to be so short ?? its really not fair at all !! im pissed and im angry the fact that my dear best friend Ahmad Fikri Razin passed away . ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR AT ALL !!!! why does the world have to be so mean why must teenagers and children have to die so young !! ?? why is there sicknesses and dieseasess that kill ??!! what the fuck is going on man im seriously fucking pissed !!! i cant take this anymore why cant the top so proclaimed "leaders" of the world use thier fucking brains to find a cure are and imunization to prevent fuck shit like this from happening !! instead of fighting and having war that the only point is to kill everybody and rule the world !!
Ahmad Fikri Razin was a boy who i admired and will admire the most . he was dearly loved and honoured by the whole school and frends who were behind him all the while . no matter how sick he was or how bad the condition got he always had a smile on his face .... to Ahmad Fikri Razin you will be missed by many people from your friends to your classmates to your family...
Everytime i look into the clouds,i have a felt that a part of me is missing and i now that part of me will never come back neither will it resolve.But then again i have to move on in life and its allrdy become a fact that his gone . Like Izzati told me " wouldnt you want him to go to heaven and be happy or see him suffer down here on earth ??" well yes for one thing i should be happy . but i told her that the felt of feeling guilty and helpless looking at him lying on his death bed will always remain in me . but hopefully that feeling will subside in days to come . to me this will become a lesson . a lesson that i will never forget...
Ahmad fikri razin 31/1/1991-18/1/2007
2:06 AM