Friday, March 26, 2010
A part of life which is going on a downhill rampage
this might be the emo-est post ive ever written ... and probably the last of its kind.
ive known you for many years pal , buddy , assay , amigo , homie , KAWAN , BRO. i know i havnt been always there or even if I put it this way, i havnt been a perfect friend to you. I try , i try , i really do. i try my best to patch things up bro ,but it seems like nothing has work. all i want is to be like what we used to be man, like what we had back in highschool. the shit we'd get into. but i guess people do grow up and people change. but what we had needn't have too. i know its my fault. all im asking , is for you to give it another chance yo. i know ive not been there for most of your gigs and even extremely late for one. i know how fired up pissed you'd be , cause i would .and for that time i scolded you and you dint talk to me for weeks, id understand. cause i know the shit you must have felt buddy. its not easy taking the roll as a adult that need to take up so many responsibilities and it isnt fair for you. i promise, Inshahallah i will try all i can to help you and watch over the young fella. Im writing this so that maybe it'll make me let it out. hopefully ull read this. i dont expect you to forgive all ive done. but this is how i feel. :) im here man.
8:38 PM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
My Stupid Mouth- John mayer
sing it with me now people , you know its a good song . :)
My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change
Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon
We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly, An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what JUST slipped out and what went wrong
Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one
I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me
Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now... Starting now
One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire
I'm never speaking up again
it only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
than she desert me
oh i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
Starting now, starting now...
12:23 AM