Friday, March 26, 2010
A part of life which is going on a downhill rampage
this might be the emo-est post ive ever written ... and probably the last of its kind.
ive known you for many years pal , buddy , assay , amigo , homie , KAWAN , BRO. i know i havnt been always there or even if I put it this way, i havnt been a perfect friend to you. I try , i try , i really do. i try my best to patch things up bro ,but it seems like nothing has work. all i want is to be like what we used to be man, like what we had back in highschool. the shit we'd get into. but i guess people do grow up and people change. but what we had needn't have too. i know its my fault. all im asking , is for you to give it another chance yo. i know ive not been there for most of your gigs and even extremely late for one. i know how fired up pissed you'd be , cause i would .and for that time i scolded you and you dint talk to me for weeks, id understand. cause i know the shit you must have felt buddy. its not easy taking the roll as a adult that need to take up so many responsibilities and it isnt fair for you. i promise, Inshahallah i will try all i can to help you and watch over the young fella. Im writing this so that maybe it'll make me let it out. hopefully ull read this. i dont expect you to forgive all ive done. but this is how i feel. :) im here man.
8:38 PM