Monday, September 06, 2010
Your dying ..
you feel a tight pull in your chest
your heart beats faster just like when you met your first love for the first time
your brain starts to slow down , as it replays the images and memories that you've been thru in your life
you feel your breath taken away just like the time when you saw the beauty of love and felt it for the first time
your hands grow numb and start to tremble just like the first time you met his or her parents , the nervousness of the thought of what they might think about you
As your heart beat slows down and takes its last few beats for the last time ....
the images and the memories in your brain start to fade leaving behind a blank
your lungs take in its last breath , the breath that seemed like the best damn thing at this point
suddenly everything stops , you dont feel the pain in your chest nor the beats of your heart
you feel your soul floating above your body and you can see yourself lying there .. but you don't seem to feel the sense of helplessness to do something to get back into your body ..
all you do is watch .
you then see a white light, and as you approach the light , you know , that youve completed the journey and it was worth every beautiful second .
That ... is the beauty of death ...
12:16 AM
Friday, September 03, 2010
It been a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG while
okay okay , so i havnt been back here for abit... abit more like close to a year ?? hahaha doesnt mean i forgot about ya'll hahaha . anyways ! LOTS and LOTS ! been going on.
first things first , I am i repeat I AM! proud to say that ive got hooked on to the kpop wave ... and it hit me real hard. like a brick in the face or a punch in the nose .. or or a bitch slap in the cheek of humiliation.... something like that , all i can say is that it hit me REAL hard . no joke :P haha AND its all THANKS to this bunch of girls...
yea them ...
so i guess its safe to say that ive been watching , listening etc etc etc to kpop and stuff that i think ive sub-consciously learned korean ... 0_0.... scary , i know :S . NONE the less its all good :)
ive started my 2nd industrial training already at a Italian Joint in Subang and loving it much haha . the chef is one kick ass of a fella , chef /manager/maintenance dude/dare devil / accounts dept/plumper /electrician . the guy does it all . anyways im almost done with working my 12 day off's and 12 weekends :) soooo im almost there :)
anyways there are pretty much alot of other things that go on but im just abit tired and lazy to think about them , but at least these are the what i'd call major on goings that ive been going thru eh ? hahah till then
ROCK ON MOFO!!
11:18 AM
